Sunday, August 14, 2005

BERJEREBU....

hi, bgn awal aku hari ni....1st time weekend bangun awal....cuaca pun mendung je...cam nak hujan ribut petir je..tp hujan pun tak turun2 lagi...cuma mcm baru nak hujan....tapi, sebab jerebu ni...hujan dia pun bau asap...susah betul, skrg ni....lepas satu2, bala dtg...lepas gemba bumi, jerebu plak...raja fahd pun dah mati...betul ke ramalan2 tu ek ? kalo betul, nampak sgt kiamat dah dekat kan ? hai, amal ibadat aku pun tak cukup lagi...harap2, kiamat lambat lagi la...tak berlaku dlm zaman ni....bila baca, cerita pasal kiamat, aku rs takut sgt...masa tu, ntah apa yg jd kat kita pun..aku tak tau....takut aku nak imagine psl kiamat ni....but we have to believe it...rukun iman yg 6 tu....

tp, jerebu ni mmg menyusahkan kita....ramia org selesema, batuk2, sbb jerebu...pastu cuaca pun rasa panas je, yelah, jerebu ni menyebabkan cahaya matahari tak dpt dipantulkan semual ke angkasa ngan baik...jerebu ni memerangkap cahaya matahari dan setereusnya, pemerangkapan haba...tula, cuaca mendung tp sgt panas dan berbahang di siang hari....mlm pulak, sejuk bukan baik...menggigil2 aku tido...jgn lps ni ada catuan air kat utp ni dahla....dahla jerebu, hujan pulak tak turun, empangan pun kering....

so, bgn awal ni pun...sbb ada function kat ipoh mlm ni....so nak kena gi awal2 ke sana...sbb ada rehearsal tgh hari ni....event apa ? nnt lps ni aku citer...nak mandi dulu...dah lambat ni...igt sempat nak tulis2 sikit...tak prasan dah lambat....jaa ne

Friday, August 12, 2005

PRELIMINARY REPORT !!! DAH LEGA...

Akhirnya!!!! siap jugak preliminary report aku ni...lebih seminggu aku buat reportni, tak siap2...pagi tadi, kol 6.30 pagi baru siap...haih, aku igt amik fyrp ni tadela susah mana....rupa2nya, susah gak...byk kerja nak kena buat...aku dah boleh menaip sambil tutup mata, sbb dah terlalu mengantuk....mujurla, dalam kol 5 pagi tadi, hujan turun membasahi bumi UTP, tapi disebabkan jerebu...hujan tu bau cam asap...pening kepala...terpaksa aku tutup tingkap...

sat lagi, aku nak anta report ni kat supervisor....i've done my best...kalo ada error ke apa ke, takpela...nnt biar supervisor aku tu, check dan kalo dia suruh aku repair, aku repair jela...nak tau apa topik fyrp aku ? for chemical engineering students sure rasa senang je kan....The title for the project is "Effect of Clay on Barrier, Thermal and Mechanical Properties of High Density Polyethylene"...i know, some of you will think this project is quite easy...but for me, an average student, this topic is quite difficult...with zero knowledge about thermoplastics and elastomers; in the same time...i havent gone for industrial training yet...so, all of this thing is quite new for me...for the first time, in my life....i have to borrow so many books from the library, in order to complete this project....never mind...i've to do that actually, to get deeper knowledge about this polyethylene...

dah settle satu perkara, but i've many more things to do...dan byk lagi yg tak selesai...got quizzes next week, assignments, and the important event is, i will be singing during the convocation....i'm in the choir team!!!! its a special convocation for me anyway coz, i can sing for my friends, yg graduating this year...i know, its so sad to watch their backs and cannot join them to accept the scroll together...but i'm still happy that i can sing for them with all of my heart....i know, my time will come soon but at that time...i dont have anyone to celebrate my convocation...dont have friends to share the joy...but its ok, just a small thing...nothing to regret...but for me, this convocation...i think this is the only the time that i can gather with my friends and i could watch them, walk on the stage and accept their scroll (wanna cry like now)...i miss so much...the moments that we left behind....

Sunday, August 07, 2005

A NEW DAY HAS COME

hi, its been so long that i dont write anything in this blog....kinda bz in this 2,3 weeks....well, now i'm back...

this is the 3rd since i've been registered for new semester...i'm so lucky that i'm survive last semester and can continue my study here, and blessful that i got good pointer altho not 3 pointer but this is the highest pointer that i got for the time being....i agree with my frens, "jika berusaha pasti berjaya"...but maybe i have to put more effort to earn better grades...

this semester, only taking 5 subjects and i think i have so much time to prepare, study and do my research for my final year project...have started the research but its still not enuff and need to submit the preliminary report next wednesday...i thought, fyrp is easy but it really take o lot of work and effort and obviously you must be hardworking...if ur lazy, ur so doom!! still researching for info and i've to admit that i'm bit lazy nowadays...maybe..and like to postpone all the works to the last minute...this is really a bad habit that i cant really cast aside...huh!! no no, wake up and change.....i try...

overall, i'm happy that i can meet my frens once again...have not so new roomate, mahat...and glad that i'll be going for industrial training next semester...cannot wait for that..i really want that...coz i think, i need to get out from UTP and breathe some fresh air from new environment...

to acai and others in KL, sorry that i cant visit you for the time being...since the appeal for the scholarship extension still in kiv...and i dont have budget to afford my trip to KL...u know, my dad also cut my elaun and i couldn't ask for more...maybe this time i've to bear with it and try to get life moving...my dad said that i've to learn the hardship in finding money...and i understand coz he have 4 more childs to raise up and 3 of them are in teh university rite now....but, when Petronas approve my appeal...and they continue the sponsorship...i'll go to KL, dont worry..i'll be there...this is a promise...furthermore, we didnt see each other for a quite long time...