ENVY AND INFERIOR

hi, wassup...long time no see....its kinda buzy nowadays and dont have much time to go to cyber cafe and write some craps in my blog.


well, nothing much to say today. in this internship period, i feel very happy coz i dont need to think about tests, tutorial, assignments and also exams...just go to work, punch the card before 730am and go back home when its 430pm....and this is the routine for one whole sem...yeah, the internship is cool but rite now nothing much to do and i feel so damn bored...lucky me, today i have one meeting to attend..at least i have something to do than just sitting on my cozy chair...the meeting is about HSE planning for 2006, the meeting going well although byk benda yg aku tak phm and need to learn more bout that...i keep that in my mind

just now, baru je browse thru some of my friends' profiles kat freiendster...some of them have change a lot in past 5 years after school...have great job, beautiful girlfriend, handsome boyfriend..get married and have a child already...what a big surprise for me.....for 5 years, so many things happen feel soooo left out...but itulah kehidupan...

sometimes, aku rs envy ngan diorg...semuanya mcm berlaku seperti apa yg diorg nak, seperti apa yg diorg rancang...and things run smoothly...for me, langit tidak selalunya cerah...ada je something yg menghalang dan sometimes gimme burden and problems...that i cant get what i want...i'm soo envy and jealous...bilala masanya utk aku pulak ?

inferior is one thing...watching them succeed and get nice job make me worry..am i able to be like them...life is so sad

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!

well, sgt seronok celebrate new year kat kk ni....aku dan syai ngan di escort sorg staff pertonas (namanya azwan muka iras2 lorea), dan sha serta amrain (cousin si azwan ni) dgn clubbing....its been a long time....tidak ke clubbing....n this is the first club yg aku pergi, The Beach.... cover charge pun mahal...biasala new year, RM50 tu...terbang camtu je duit tu...club straight...well, i'm enjoying myself...sgt beza ngan bb atau velvet, different sgt....crowd pun happening cuma lagu2 dia lebih banyak techno la...biasala club port cina....dahla ada sorg mamat cando....rugi tak tackle, aku perasan dia cam nak tegur aku, nak kenal2 la tu...dr jauh...dtg menari sblh aku....mmg dah laga2 bahu...siap senyum2 lg, tp aku buat2 tak perasan je ntahla...aku tak kompiden...aku rs mesti dia tgk org lain...yelah, aku bkn nye menarik...just biasa2 je, bdn pun tak cantik, rupa lite2...jd tadela aku xpect apa2...so, aku just tunggu dia aproach...tp, aku rs dia pun tunggu aku approach dia dulu...aku ni dahla segan....last2, abis camtu je....so, aku yg kempunan...takpela tade rezeki...lagipun tujuan aku nak enjoy je, bukan nak flirt ngan sapa2.... :P

tadi baru lepak kat kg air, di taman area mahkamah negeri...port gabas cikcur...
meriah jugakla, dan sempatla berkenalan ngan "org2" kat sana...kenal ngan abby dan din...nice knowing u....dan baru aku tau, kat kk ni pun ada club gabas, Q Bar namanya...nampaknya Chinese New Year harus pergi ke sana...hehehe....

BOSAN DAN BOSAN

betul org kata, trening ni bosan...dan aku telah merasakan kebosanannya...masuk minggu ke3 ni, aku rasa cam rugi je pergi trening...mmg best pergi ke tmpt baru tapi...itu tak memadai..

tade kerja nak buat....dept. hse asyik kena menaip je, menaip tak abis2..tade pun field work....aku nak request field works pun, tak tau apa yg sesuai utk trainee....last2 aku jadi mcm clerk saja...menaip2 dan mengisi data2 je

takpe, aku pasti pas2ni sure akan ada kerja2 yg best dan lagi mencabar dr taip menaip ni....aku yer fyp report pun dah boleh buat hardbound...mana la nak cr kedai hardbound kat kk ni...mujurla org2 kk ni cando2...sedap gak mata memandang cuma renek2 belaka...sigh~~

2nd WEEK IN KK

HI!! now, is the 2nd week....tak byk kerja nak buat...bosan. yelah dept hse ni, apa sgt leh buat....balik2 baca report, baca manual...pastu kena analisa data....rutin yg sama....tapi better than doing nothin rite ? skrg ni...hubungan ngan staff2 kat sini pun makin mesra...dpt borak2 ngan abg sham...(ha ha ha) kena cepat2 beli digicam ni...rugi kalo dok sini tak amik gambar...n aku pun dah kenal lagi sorg staff yg baru balik dr outstation, perry lo nama dia, kinda cute tu...bila la nak kenal lebih2 ni..susah sikit nak masuk daun.."akak besar" pun dah makin rapat...muka sebiji mcm lorea (for those yg kenal lorea la)...nampaknya, ada la geng nak cikcur2 kat kk ni...tu pun dah ada plan nak ke clubbing...tp nnt dulu la..slow2...tak tau lagi camne market kat kk ni mcm mana...tp org kk ni, semua cute2, cuma satu je problem...renek...susah betul. tp sng je nak mesra, just bagi jelingan2 maut, pastu senyum...dah leh masuk line...ada lagi 30 minggu, so9 tak perlu bimbang....tadi pun baru je bls msg someone di kk ni...nnt kalo free leh la jumpa..aku tak mau tergopoh gapah...must slow n steady, rite ?

adik aku yg study kat ums tu, dtg umah aku semalam...saja nak jln2 katanya....skrg ni, aku kat api2, centre...kat cyber cafe..tgh tunggu dia dtg ke sini...rasanya dah sampai ke centre point tu, sbb igt nak gi tgk wayang lagi...haih, semalam baru je tgk movie, ari ni tgk lagi....bosan dok kat umah tade tv, nak beli mahal...lagi pun bukan permanent dok sini...satgi pun nak gi melalak kat kbox...ahaha, nampakya duit aku abis cam air la...

well, i feel like aku makin suka kk ni....tidak mustahil nnt, aku akan apply kerja kat sini...takpela, tak dok kl pun..kk apa kuragnya...kwn2 lama still leh contact guna sms atau internet ni kan :)

i'm happy to know that acai skrg sudah ada someone...good for him....nampaknya, nnt makin meriahla kehidupan...sapa la manusia malang tu ? (hehehe, jgn marah no..kalo marah, ko jd putih) skrg ni, tinggal aku jela yg single...but aku suka single (for the time being la) bebas nak buat apa2..tp kalo ada cikki pun best gak...cinta itu pasti hadir, biar ia dtg sendiri...

syai pun skrg ni tgk seronok bermandi manda kat pulau tiga, aku mls nak join sekali...biarla dia have fun ngan staff dept dia...nnt senangla kalo dia nak kuar jln2, ke apa...aku ni homely type..dok umah je...malas nak ke mana2...kalo tad ehal penting (atau bosan)

well, i wish u, happy birthday acai, ko skrg sudah tua lagi setahun...nampaknya tahun baru ni, dtg sekali ngan package cinta utk ko...sentap!!!! kena tunggu birthday aku pulak la, harap2 dpt hadiah chenta gak, ahaks....

ok, merry christmas yuol!!! siana dik aku, dah lama tunggu kat pasaraya tu...hehe

THE INTERNSHIP BEGIN...

Hi all, lama tak update blog ni....rite now, i'm in kota kinabalu, sabah. why, am i here ? becoz of the internship...now, in my 2nd week at PETRONAS Carigali Sdn. Bhd. Sabah Operation (PCSB-SBO)...i fell very happy and comfortable...although in this two weeks not much works to do but the atmosphere is very welcoming...my manager, my supervisors and aslo other staffs are very friendly and helpful....love to be here...but sometimes bored too...well, in hse dept. nothing much to do...just reading reports and make several assessment about risks and hazards...and the routine will continue again and again....but i already requested to my supervisors that i can be attached to other dept so can gain more experience and not just sittin around doin nothing.....we'll see..maybe in february, i try to ask for attachment at technical dept.

The first activity that i attended was Accident Investigation Training. Really informative and fun too. We had lectures, and also activities in group.

completing one of the activities with cheerful faces

the best part is, i got the certificate for attending the course...yiihaa!!

all the participants have a picture together

for me, kk is a nice place to live and to get started for working life...but the living cost here is higher than other cities in peninsular malaysia...have to face it though...but i think, i start to love kk and hope that PETRONAS can assigned me to work here...well, with the organisation reconstruction...more positions are offered to fresh graduates...

besides, i want to get close with abg sham who sit next to me, in the office...he's funny and friendly...and i think he's cute too...hehehe...kak linda also very helpful and assist me to complete my tasks...mr william, my supervisor....ver sporting and always smiling...make me feel comfortable...

in this two weeks...i think kk is fun and has a lot of entertainment and interesting place to explore....by the way, i already watched 3 movies here, narnia, king kong and also the fog....hehehe....

for your info, i stay in petagas where is near putatan which is still in kota kinabalu with my other trainees who are also from UTP, syai (pechlob) and farid (wierd guy).....

p/s : syai sudah ada crush di sini, kawan adik aku lak tu, choy je...abisla pechlob