3 SERENTAK !!!!

hi everyone ? how are u today ? i'm okay here...last night, picked up my dad at airport, he just got back from kota kinabalu...he got work there...ala2, pasal hal maktab perguruan ni...aku tak tau sgt...yg aku tau kursus pasal kerja...but that is not the main story.....

the main story is...adik beradik aku dah dpt tawaran ke ipt...but apa yg pelik kan ? semua org dpt...cuma yg menggembirakan is, 3 adik-adik aku, dpt offer ke ipt serentak...huyooo, aku tak taula sama ada ni happy news or bad news...but yg pasti, kopakla ayah aku bulan ni...3 org anak sekali, tak campur aku lagi (nak gak duit belanja, skolar dah kering...hehehe)

adik aku no2, tak dpt mana ipta2...but he still got offer ke University Kuala Lumpur, cawangan Alor Gajah...mean that, he got place at ipts (thank God, not UTP)...adik aku ni dah amik diploma, so nak sambung degree kat situ la...course science computer and networking...tp bila da ipts ni, sure belanja lebih...ba tu aku taknak komen, sbb aku pun ipts....

the only daughter in family; adik aku no3, dpt masuk UUM...mintak UPSI tapi dpt UUM, course keusahawanan (course apa tu ?)...okla tu, drpd tak dpt langsung...but my mom try her best to make sure that my sister can get in...but i think harapan tipis la..coz too many student yg result much more better than my sis..but its ok la...at least, she got her place at UUM, kalo nak dibandingkan ngan org tak dt offer langsung...ni pun guna result STPM...

the 4th sibling, got an offer from UMS...lagi jauh...oversea tu!!! ahahah...terpaksala dia separate ngan makwe dia...makwe dia dpt UTM je...nak engineering tp dpt course sains (fizik dan elektronik)...okla tu...dekat2...boleh je dpt keja nnt..my mom just booked the ticket for her and my bro...they have to go there on 2nd july....my bro form matrix...and i think its okla..coz he just average...so, dpt tmpt kat ipta ni...such a release..but UMS dah ckp awal2...bawak RM2000 sbg pendaftaran...byk nye.....

lagi menariknya...semua kena pergi mendaftar on 3rd july...ahahah, macam mana tu ? sorg nak ke sabah, sorg ke melaka dan sorg ke kedah...semuanya hujung2 dunia...my dad have a plan...muy mom need to go to sabah with my bro...i need to take my sis to kedah and he will go to melaka to register my other bro...semuanya ada task....so, tinggal la my youngest bro, at home alone...he still in his form5 and will be taking SPM this year....to make things more interesting...he had been choosen to participate in PLKN for next year intake...seem like..next year...no one will be at home...only my mom and my dad will be staying at home....

me ? still not finish my study...have to xtend...ahahah, this thing happen becoz of my foolishness...what to do, thing happened already...so i try to struggle in 3 more semester to finish it....then starting to find a job....i have to

i think, this is a blessing from God...all my bros and sis got their place at ipt...maybe my dad have to suffer a lil bit...coz he have 4 childs at university at the same time (i suppose to complete my study this year...huhu) but i think...that what parents are for...this is their responsibility.....and some kind of investment in future...hope that all my bros and sis will success in thir study...coz this is their first step to face the real world...

ANNOUNCEMENT !!!

just a reminder...i had already update my photo album...so, u can click the link and see it for urself...cannot upload too many pictures, coz the connection is too slow, u know...dial up only... :P

MY FAVOURITE SONGS, AT THIS TIME

selepas menonton movie TENTANG DIA, aku terus suka gan theme's song of the film...very touching...and the melody really make me feel sad, spt aku memahami rintihan org yg bercinta...nak dgr lagu tu...carila sendiri...but i will wrote doWn the lyric..really meaningful...

MELLY GOESLOW & KRIS DAYANTI
CINTA

Menatap jalan yang menjauh
Tentukan arah yg ku mau
Tempatkan aku pada satu
Peristiwa yang membuat hati lara

Di dekat engkau aku tenang
Sendu matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akankah menghilang
Dan bahagia di akhir cerita

Cinta tegarkan hatiku
Tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
Naluriku berkata
Tak ingin terulang lagi
Kehilangan cinta hati
Bagai raga tak bernyawa

Aku junjung petuamu
Cintai dia yang mencintaiku
Hati yang dulu belayar
Kini telah menepi
Bukankah hidup kita
Akhirnya harus bahagia

Cinta
Biar saja ada
Yang terjadi biar saja terjadi
Bagai manapun hidup
Memang hanya cerita
Cerita tentang meninggalkan dengan ditinggalkan
Cinta.....

at this time...aku suka gak ngan lagu Destiny's Child...their 3rd single...form their latest album; Fullfilled...Cater 2 U is a love song that i really like...the lyrics catched my heart and hope that thing will happen to me and i haveenuff time to do all that thing to my beloved one...

Destiny's Child
Cater 2 U

[Verse 1 Beyonce]
Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
Don't Know If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter

Let Me Help You
Take Off Your Shoes
Untie You Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
Let Me Feed You
Let Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I'll Aspire
Sing You A Song
Turn My Game On
I'll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I'm Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy

[Chorus]
Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

[Verse 2 Kelly]
Baby I'm Happy You're Home,
Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I'm Doing My Part (Oh)
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do (Oh)
If You Want It (I Got It)
Say The Word (I Will Try It)
I Know Whatever I'm Not Fulfilling (Oh)
No Other Woman Is Willing (Oh)
I'm Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And Spirit

I Promise You (Promise You)
I'll Keep Myself Up (Oh)
Remain The Same Chick (Yeah)
You Fell In Love With (Yeah)
I'll Keep It Tight, I'll Keep My Figure Right
I'll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder, I'll Roll Over
Baby I Heard You, I'm Here To Serve You (I'm Lovin It, I'm Lovin It)
If It's Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy

[Chorus]

[Bridge Michelle]
I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here
That's The Least I Can Do,
Let Me Cater To You
Through The Good (Good)
The Bad (Through The Bad)
The Ups And Downs (Ups And Downs)
I'll Still Be Here For You
Let Me Cater To You
Cause You're Beautiful (You're Beautiful)
I Love The Way You Are (You Are)
Fulfill Your Every Desire (Desire)
Your Wish Is My Command (Command)
I Want To Cater To My Man
Your Heart (Your Heart)
So Pure Your Love Shines Through(Shines Through)
The Darkness We'll Get Through (So Much)
So Much Of Me Is You (Is You)
I Want To Cater To My Man

[Chorus Out]

skrg ni, aku dgr 2 lagu ni...berulang2, dr pagi sampai ke petang...dr petang sampai ke malam dan dr mlm sampailah pagi esknya pulak....mmg best la lagu ni...dgr lagu ni, mulalah aku berangan2... :P bestnya kalo ada someone yg truly, deeply and reall love me...cannot wait for that moment...i will not stop to search for it

TENTANG DIA, TENTANG CINTA

yesterday, i watched 5 movies, non-stop...and rite now, i think, Tentang Dia is the best movie among others....Tentang Dia is a movie from Indonesia...i like the movie...although, stereotype issue had been raised in the movie but it had been nicely elabotared....i think this movie is different from other lovey dovey movie becoz it has its own strentgh and played with the emotion of the characters....

love is the main subject of this movie...Gadis who had lost her faith in love when her boyfriend betrayed their love by having affair with her best friend. Randu, who really like Gadis tried his best to win Gadis's heart but Gadis just cold towards him. He tried everything he could, to cheer up Gadis but nothing could change Gadis, until, one day, Gadis accidentally met Rudi, and everything changed. Rudi treat her right and she feel safe and happier when Rudi besides her. Rudi always comfort her, make her smile and protect her form anyone who want to harm or hurt her heart anymore...Gadis fell in love with Rudi but Rudi is not a lesbian coz she only accept Gadis as her own sister (if Rudi a lesbian, i think..she will accept Gadis, as her lover) Gadis feel depressed coz she feel like she had been cheated...one nite, Rudi involved in accident and the truth is revealed and Gadis know that her heart only belongs to Randu.

So emotional, i feel like crying...especially at the last scene of the movie...jika sudah berputus asa dengan cinta, kekeliruan akan berlaku tanpa kita sedari...salah memilih insan yang patut ditaburkan cinta...human is a creature that full of desperation, full of confusion, full of emotion that they; themselves cannot understand what they really want...but desperation will lead to a success in love...love is a very complicated feeling.

why we have to let the past keep on lingering in our live...especially the sad ones ? aku sendiri tak paham. but, mmg betul, sekali terluka dalam cinta, pasti susah untuk mencari penawarnya (ayat ini hanya utk mereka yg percayakan cinta). cinta itu mistik, misteri dan juga berbahaya....hanya mereka yang sanggup memperjudikan hidup dengan cinta, mampu untuk mengharungi dugaan cinta tetapi, bila sudah di alam cinta, semuanya pasti indah belaka....

well, aku pernah berada di alam cinta...its so sweet and tender...but cinta itu tidak kekal....tidak mungkin kekal...saat itu, aku akan rasakan aku adalah insan yang paling malang di dunia kerana gagal dalam bercinta...semua hanyala tipu belaka...i cried and cried and keep on thinking; what i've done ? why i have to deserve this ? i'm so loyal and honest and believe in love but u just said that u dont love me anymore, u dont believe in our love...kau tidak tahu, betapa kecewanya aku ketika itu....but i just smile and pretend that nothing happened...u know, deep in my heart...i cried so loud coz it really hurt...i dont understand and i dont want to understand anything coz there is nothing to understand....

as time goes by, aku makin dapat terima hakikat...aku tidak lagi menyalahkan dia, tidak sama sekali bahkan aku berterima kasih kerana dia telah memberikan aku peluang untuk merasai berapa manisnya cinta...tanpanya, mungkin aku buta tentang cinta dan tidak mengerti apakah maksudnya cinta....memori aku dan dia...tetap kusemat kemas dalam ingatanku...bagiku, itula satu satunya hartaku yang paling berharga....tiada galang gantinya...mungkin jodohku tidak panjang dengannya...terlalu mentah untuk menilai sesuatu yang berharga...terlalu muda untuk mengerti erti cinta...kabur dalam pengertian cinta itu sendiri...namun kuhargai apa yang telah dia lakukan, aku hargai segala perasaannya terhadapku dulu...paling tidak, hatinya pernah singgah di hatiku dan membahagiakanku...aku tetap tidak akan melupakanmu walau apa pun yang terjadi, walau hati ini telah dimilikki oleh insan lain kerana engkaulah yang pertama membawa ku ke dunia cinta...

mungkin orang akan kata aku bodoh kerana percayakan cinta namun bagiku cintalah yang menyebabkan aku bahagia...i still believe in love and know that the right person will love me and care for me...mungkin cinta ini tidak kekal namun aku tidak peduli...akan aku usahakan sedaya upayaku untuk membolehkannya bertahan...selama yang mungkin...

TRIP TO KL

my dad, mum and i went to the airport...about 10am....we arrived there almost 11am... after check in the ticket...we just sat on the bench, waiting for an announcement for boarding...the flight is at 1145am, but the boarding is at 30 minutes earlier...my dad, read the newspaper while my mum adn i, talkin to each other...nah, its time for boarding...well, dad good bye....have fun with ur meeting at kl...its not me or my mum who were going but it was my dad...he had to go there for his meeting that going to be held at putrajaya....have fun, dad!!

i bought myself some chocolates...i really love chocolates but at the airport, the chocolates were very expensive, i spent RM20 for only 20 gram of it...i dont care...coz i love chocolate very much