SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

SELAMAT HARI AIDILFITRI
SERTA
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN
KEPADA SEMUA

p/s : tahun ni, giliran untuk berhari raya aidil fitri di muar, johor.
tahun lepas, sudah beraya di machang, kelantan.
sistem giliran mmg bagus, takyah nak gaduh2.
nnt, bila hari raya aidil adha...
tahun ni, kat machang, kelantan.
tahun depan kat muar, johor pulak

WHERE IS THE WAY OUT ?

DEPRESSED
TENSED
STRESSED
CONFUSED
HATRED
VENGEANCE
NIGHTMARES
HOPELESS
LOST

DESPAIR

KZN: nk tanya cket.....
KZN: do u know...
KZN: that u have tarnished ur dignity???
KZN: why?
izzu: i know
izzu: and its a mistake
KZN: why do such a thing..
KZN: i dont like that...
izzu: da things happens unintentionally
izzu: just for private collection
izzu: but ada org share dlm network
KZN: people will change their perception toward u...
izzu: i know
izzu: and i know, why u keep ur distance away from me
KZN: please .....
KZN: dont share that file..
KZN: delete it if possible..
izzu: benda tu semua dibuat suka2, kat dlm bilik
izzu: of coz, i wont share dat clip
izzu: but someone else
izzu: dia pun ada clip tu jugak
izzu: and i already talk face 2 face with him
KZN: i dont like ur frenz..
izzu: why he did such things to me
izzu: and he said dat, that thing happen unintentionally
izzu: its embarassing
izzu: dats why, i distance myself first before u did dat to me
KZN: what kind of behaviour is that?
KZN: what i have done?
izzu: as u said, u dont like wut had happened recently
izzu: so, i think its better to distance myself form u
izzu: since u have some reputation to maintain
izzu: well, its ok and i already noted
KZN: no..i just knew it a moment ago..
izzu: and, i'm sorry if dat clip, change ur perception towards me
KZN: i never say that..
izzu: u dont really know me that well
izzu: if u know, who i am, of coz u dont even wanna make fren with me and dont bother hang out with me
izzu: but, its ok i understand
KZN: delete it..and stop being that way..
izzu: coz, i know, sooner or later, u will find out
KZN: i dont like ur frenz..
KZN: why them?
izzu: already delete it
izzu: well, itu la my frens
KZN: please find one that benefit u..
izzu: i know, that u wont like my frens
izzu: but, i know them, much longer than i know u
KZN: not the one that tarnish u..
izzu: i dont know how to explain to u
KZN: no problem to be with them..
KZN: but please be yourself..
izzu: altho, they had done something terrible to me, but they're still my frens
izzu: i'm being myself
izzu: maybe u dont know me dat well, but if u want to hate me and dislike me, its up to u, i dont have any right to change ur mind
KZN: i dont hate u..
izzu: well, benda dah berlaku
KZN: keep ur images clean.
KZN: and ask them to change..
izzu: i already delete it but the clip keep on spreading
KZN: be a human being..!!
izzu: so, wut can i do
izzu: i'm a human being
KZN: human makes mistakes.
KZN: so..u know wht to do..
izzu: well, if u wanna use harsh words to me, i understand that
izzu: so, takpela
KZN: dh la..lupekan la..
izzu: at least, i know
KZN: have a new page..
izzu: tq for da friendship
KZN: sorry if i am to much..
KZN: i respect u..
KZN: but please....
izzu: better we just keep distance from each other
KZN: i dun want to rspect u just for a day...a month..or a year..
KZN: but forever..
KZN: remember that...
izzu: at least, u dont get bad influence from me, and ur image and reputation will not be tarnished
izzu: tq, for keep dat respect with me, really appreciate dat
KZN: dah..dah..
KZN: sy tkde ape2..
izzu: sem dah nak abis, lagi sebulan lebih, lepas ni kita tak jumpa dah. so u have nothing to worry.
izzu: people takkan kutuk2 lagi, if ur my fren since i'm no longer in utp
izzu: and then, life will goes on normally as before
KZN: why say that?
KZN: of course our memory will be there..
KZN: it's u...
izzu: this thing really stressed me out, make me feel depressed
KZN: who may forget me..
KZN: no...
KZN: dont let it be so..
izzu: when i know, ur reaction, MFW's reaction towards me, its realy dissappointing me
KZN: i dun thing he knows...
KZN: but....Daus knows it//
KZN: and he is the one who tell me..
izzu: really ? i think, everbody know.
KZN: myB..
izzu: ist not surprising, when daus mcm nak tak nak ckp je with me
KZN: bad things always spread fast
izzu: i think, i have lost everything
izzu: i think, this is the end
izzu: anyway, tq for da frenship
KZN: yes..this is the end...
KZN: for that thing.
KZN: but a new page..
KZN: for u to step forward.
KZN: a new page for u...
KZN: to write the best story of u..
izzu: i think, kita tak payah berkawan lagi
izzu: i'm the bad guy and ur the good one
izzu: we're not suitable to be frens
izzu: tq for da advice
KZN: why say that?
KZN: dont u love me as your frenz?
KZN: or at least as your brother?
KZN: i am not a good person too..
KZN: people have their own black history..
KZN: so I am..
KZN: it is just that..
KZN: we need to be better..
KZN: just be as usual..
KZN: i understand ur situation..
KZN: and u already regret it..
KZN: it's already ok..
izzu: i do love u as my fren and i do love u as my brother, but it hurt to know, that i cant be ur good fren nor ur good brother. i feel ashamed wit myself and i dont know how can i ever face u again. yup, it did tarnished my dignity. i'm sorry, if i am being such a terrible person.

p/s : abaikan kesalahan tatabahasa

BUKA PUASA UMAH APAU

malas nak tulis citer. so just post gambar2 je, nnt kalo rajin, aku tulis cerita pasal entry ni. jangan marah ye, apau....sbb aku tak tulis citer detail pasal pesta berbuka di umah kau.
yang penting masakan ko mmg vast!!!! sedap ok!!! aku makan tambah 3 kali.
yang paling istimewa, kentang masak sambal ikan bilis. special recipe, githu...
nak tau bila event ni, tgk je tarikh kat gambar2 tu...


aku tengah potong halia


wanie tgh bersihkan ikan bilis


purue tgh potong ayam


bersama host kita hari ni, apau sebagai chef de mission


syai dgn deja tgh potong buah


inilah makanan untuk berbuka puasa untuk hari ini


cheers !!!


aku dan hasmi terlantar kekenyangan

BUZY DATANG LAGI

Sorry tak update2 sampai skrg. Sangat2 bz dalam seminggu dua ni. Tak cukup masa nak tido, tak cukup masa nak rehat, tak cukup masa nak makan...oops, lupa plak skrg ni bulan puasa. Tapi, memang sibuk sampai rasa nak demam dan pitam. Tapi, sekarang dah ok sikit, dah ada sikit masa terluang. Nanti, iols hupdate, ok.

Ni meja study iols kat hostel ni. Berselerak sangat. Yang berbungkus tu, makanan untuk sahur. Makan sahur sambil key in data dalam pc. Tapi, key in data, 10 minit, tengok tv series satu jam. Tulis report setengah jam, tengok movie 2 jam. Mrasa la, 10 tahun baru nak siap projek tu. Last2, copy paste sajork tapi harusla di edit jadi hak sendiri. Tapi, kakak sohnen cakap iols copy paste bulat-bulat. No nana no, iols bukan copy bulat2 ye tapi iols taip balik semuanya. Cuma ayat2 je sama, voley ? Ya hampun, para akak2 lecturer..jangan marah iols ok. Matilah, plagiat.

Ini pulak, kabinet ngan notice board kat meja study iols. Tak tersusun gak tapi pernah ker tersusun sebelum ni ? Campak sajork :P Poster kuning kat notice board tu, adalah poster pasal Star Search yang iols joined hari tu. Tapi, sampai 2nd round sajork...hehehe, mrasa feeling vokal 8 octave nak lawan Whitney Houston. Last2, jadi short term memory lost githu. Mujur iols tak menyanyi rap. Iols mampu nyanyi rap, bila iols nervous melampau atau terlalu excited. Iols pun tak tau apa yang iols rap kan...hehehe

Ini tempat beradu iols. Pun tak kemas, kan ? Very der malas nak kemas katil. Ada dua majala CLEO atas katil iols, Syai punya. Iols pinjam sebagai bahan bacaan untuk iols tido. Baca 2 pages, trus tido, voley ? Tapi, iols menten baca buku separation process non-stop dari lepas sahur sampailah lepas buka. Iols sangat tak sangka, very der rajin menelaah pelajarn sekarang nii. Nak buat camne yuols, terpaksa. Kalo tak, merasa tak siap2 project iols ni. Tapi menten tak siap2 jugak. Mujurla ada group member yang scorer, mrasa tumpang tuah diorang, nak dpt A.

Sebab tak sempat nak main masak-masak, weols makan di In2Eat Cafe sajork. Itu nama kafe kat kawasan perumahan weols. Ala2, nak pose berangan makan di tepi kolam sambil menikmati udara segar dan wajah hansuari sebagai halwa mata sebelum berbuka puasa. Lagipun, kat kafe ni ada laluan runway dari kayu-kayuan jati di tepi kolam (motif berangan over ?) Harus la pose2 buat fashion show lepas buka puasa. Lebih2 lagi, dengan sandal tumit tinggi, mrasa catwalk model. "Jaeda, your turn !, Yeah, you... with the white jacket. After this...your turn, Monique. You look fabolous with that brown shirt." Matilah english tak melethops.

Makanan untuk berbuka. Mona Eugena jadi model untuk gambar ni. Sorry, Mona Eugena. Mekap yuols chucky sangat, so iols terpaksa ambik gambar dari leher ke bawah. Lagipun, iols nak tunjuk juadah berbuka, bukan yuols. Lenkali, make sure mekap melethop ok. Mujurla perfume baru yuols, menyerlahkan penampilan yuols. Ala perfume ada pheromone githu. Mrasa jadi ratu lebah lepas ni. Harus tukar nama jadi Mona Azalea Hiltongsampah. Eh, silap...Mona Azalea Hilton.

Iols suka bunga orkid sebagai hiasan rumah. Ini la collection bunga orkid, mama iols punya. (mak betul ok, bukan mak ayam atau mak ikan). Harusla, iols saja yang berminat dalam hal2 bunga orkid berbanding ngan adik beradik iols yang lain. Boleh spend masa berjam-jam kat taman bunga di belakang rumah dengan mama iols, sembang dan cater bunga2 ni. Harusla, iols la jugak yang meneman mama iols shopping bunga orkid. Nanti, target iols, iols nak hadiahkan bunga orkid hutan yang mahal dan cantik to mama iols sebagai hadiah birthday. Sure dia suka. Motif lari topic....back to the story, k. Statement yang iols suka cakap skrg ni..."Later k..." Sebab nyer, kengkawan ajak chat, ajak kuar lepak2 kat ipoh, ajak main masak-masak...semuanya iols jawab "Later k..." Terpaksa menolak segala invitation itteww sebab nak focus kat project lahanat ini. Tapi, lahanat2 pun, project ni jugak yang diharapkan dpt membantu iols dapat pointer ok, utk semester ni. Ala2, lepas baca entry baru kat kak imah's blog, terus rasa motivated githu. Tapi, berguna ke rasa motivated, masa last semester ni ? Well, past is past, there is nothing iols can do about it. So, iols kena focus ngan apa yg present ni, sebab present yang akan menentukan future.

Sebagai penutup bicara, iols paparkan gambar terbaru iols berposing di celah-celah dedaunan buluh. Photographer untuk gambar ini ialah Syai Pantes Stavroski Nigela Rose Bakery. Sebelum iols menerima kutukan atau kritikan membina, iols nak cakap yang iols bukanlah adik beradik ngan Puteri Buluh Betong atau pun nak merasai kehidupan sebagai seorang panda. Iols tau, yuols memang mulut hanjs tade insurance, so baik cakap awal2. Motif guna teknik counterattack defense ?

Well, later k...iols update entry yang betul2 entry. Motif cakap later lagi ?