hi, all...lama tak menulis di sini....its true, emotion will give u some effect in doing something...when u in not so good mood...nothing will work out fine...yeah, when i feel happy i'll write, when i feel sad i'll write, when i feel angry i'll write, when i feel deprived and frustated i'll also write....itula cara terbaik untuk menenangkan perasaan dan menggembirakan hati sendiri...sekiranya tidak mahu berkongsi cerita dgn sesiapa...but sometimes, u have to share things with ur loved ones ar with ur closest frens coz it'll ease ur pain little bit and will cheer up ur day, coz u know, that ur not alone in this world....u have someones in this world to share ur feelings, thoughts and ur joys.....
i think, this semester is really tuff for me...well, seemed like nothing going well for me...too many obstacles...frens, lover, admirers and everything...mcm tak kena je..apa salah aku ? say it to my face, so i know, what i did wrong....i wont angry at u but angry with myself coz i cant be the best person for u...why o why...
well , if y'all dont tell , how should i know....how can i fix thing, and how can i change form bad to good...but, if u feel reluctant...what i can do ? dont wanna force u, and i dont wanna beg...coz it just not me...sekali aku bertanya, dan aku mahukan jawapannya...tapi jika sudah berkali2 bertanya2...still i cant get the answer...so i dont wanna ask anymore...coz its useless..and make me feel so cheap... yela, kalo org dah taknak, buat apa nak paksa2 lagi...so, its better for me to fade away....better keep things to myself...at least i hurt myself instead of hurting someone else....
chris, where are u ? why u just dissappeared ? what happen ? u dont reply my sms, dont call me....dont do this to me....u know, u mean a lot to me...it hurt me so much....when u did that...i dont care what disease u have, i dont care...coz ur my fren and i care so much bout u....but if u dont want me anymore...i understand but please say it...so i dont have to wonder and hoping for something that i cant get..
i know, it'll hurt me so much if u dont want me anymore but....what can i say...maybe i'm not good enuff for u...maybe aku hanyalah tenpat persinggahan...bila susah baru dicari..bila senang aku dilupakan...u have change...hey, life goes on....i have to move on...its worthless, hoping for something that never gonna happened....but its hard for me to accept that....hurt me so much...
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decided that you need someone to comment... so biduanita dediva will comment for you...
yes, it's true... I am absolutely jealous of you, and jealous of your wry cosmopolitan sense of humor,but most of all, jealous of your broodingly beautifool looks.But now I relaise I have something even bigger to be jealous of - your incredible, unmatched TALENT.
You are truly great, oh great goddess.
I think we are all in awe of you.
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