Sunday, May 15, 2005

ESOK FINAL EXAM!!!

takutnya!!!! esok dah start exam...dahla first paper aku, on da first day of the exam....argh!!!! seriau rasanya....paper ni pulak paper repeat...introduction to c++ programming atau nama barunya, structured programming...susah siot, subjek ni....pening kepala nak memahamnya...dahla aku ni bukan otak programming...mujurla coswork boleh tahan la jugak...tp aku nak dpt A tp mcm takleh je nak dpt A tu...sbb coswork tak mampu nak support A, rasanya paling tinggi aku leh dpt B+ je...harap, aku score la subjek ni....kena dpt 3 pointer sem ni...kalo tak dpt 3 pointer, baik bunuh diri je...hayoooo, takut takut...kena study la skarang

Friday, April 29, 2005

hi wassup

Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It’ll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It’ll fool you every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all

Now I was a once a fool it’s true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I’m sadder but I’m wiser too
I swore I’d never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all

Every time I turn around
I think I’ve got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

The trouble with love is (the trouble with love)
It can tear you up inside (it can tear you up inside)
Make your heart believe a lie (Make your heart believe a lie)
It's stronger than your pride
(The trouble with love is) It's in your heart it's in your soul
(It doesn't care how fast you fall) You're losing all control
(And you can’t refuse the call)
So you’ve got no say at all
The trouble with love is (Oooo….ya)
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie (the trouble with love..)

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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

MALAM KARAOKE PALING BEST

untuk menghilangkan duka lara yg bersarang dlm hati ini...katong telah mengajak aku ke karaoke...apa lagi, aku kalo bab2 karaoke ni, mmg on je...so, ahli2 yg ke karaoke semalam adalah katong, aku, syai, puru dan huda...pergi berlima je sbb tak cukup kereta...kereta kancil je...kalo bawak lori, leh gak nak angkut semua....

yeah, mlm smlm mmg sgt best...sbb semua org menyanyi ngan sgt bagus...at least ada improvement than before dan juga sdap la didengar telinga sendiri...ahahah...spt biasala, aku sbg pemula acara...sah2 la aku yg kena nyanyi dulu...sbb aku kan ketua...ahahaa....ketua ke ? aku mulakan round pertama ngan lagu anuar zain - jangan bersedih lagi, sang it with full emotion...and with good control voice...wah, puji diri sendiri plak...yelah, kalo bukan aku yg puji...sapa nak puji...tapi, audience pada mlm tu agree yg aku nyanyi dan perform better...dpt standing ovation lagi....ahahahah.....

then round kedua, i picked a song from rem - erti kasih....well, this song agak susah....but i still can sing it well...sekali lagi....katong, syai, puru dan huda memberi tepukan gemuruh to me (eh, aku perasan ke ?) hehehe, anyway....lagu tu, kegemaran acai dan apau...so, diorg dah grad skrg ni....so, giliran aku plak tak over lagu tu...yes, i know i can sing that song....

round ke-3, lagu pilihan ziana zain - lara dinyanyikan...hmm, round ni sgt teruk...so many pitching problem...dan byk sgt error nye...sampai bunyi tak sedap...dan sekali sekala off key...tensen nya....1st time perform tak elok mlm ni...ari tu, ok je nyanyi lagu ni...but mlm ni sgt teruk...i feel like i dont know how to sing at all...so terrible coz its sound stupid...well, this round...i'm in bottom2...what can i say....i performed so bad so i deserved it.

round ke-4, is 80's theme...so, i picked song from kenny, remy, martin - suratan atau kebetulan....this song suit me well, although have some pitching problem but it still sounds good...once again..the crowd gimme standing ovation....actually, i pratice this song for many times...so i know, i can deliver that song very well....

the 5th round..i choose a duet song, nurul & ajai - aku cinta aku rindu....puru is my duet partner...of coz i play the guy role...coz i cant "kepit" my voice coz it will sound so terrible on the mic.....so, puru take the role as nurul and i have to be ajai...i love to sing this song coz....this song means a lot to me...well, this song bring back my sweet memory...oooo, where are u know, dear...u know, i miss u so much....puru, play the role very well, yes i know...he can sing the female part so well....owh, i just love this song and feel like wanna sing it all nite long...

the 6th round...i had duet with syai, kris dayanti & ajai - hati ini telah dilukai...once again, i play the male part, as ajai and syai have to be kris dayanti....hmm...not so bad...altho with some pitching problem....maybe, i have to practice this song more often with syai....feel like no chemistry at all...but its still sound nice....

to end the karaoke session...puru invited me to be his duet partner...we sang, 2by2 & siti nurhaliza - kau mawarku....i like this song...oldies song....although puru and i didnt perform well this song like before...but its still okay.. alot pitching problem...maybe this song not suit us....

so, the karaoke tome has ended....sgt best...and i really have fun lst nite....so, sorg kena bayar RM10, untuk almost 3 jam....kat dlm bilik karaoke tu....mmg, karaoke will make me happy..of coz..next week, we'll go there again.....of coz i'll be the diva.... :P

ONE LAST CRY

hi, all...lama tak menulis di sini....its true, emotion will give u some effect in doing something...when u in not so good mood...nothing will work out fine...yeah, when i feel happy i'll write, when i feel sad i'll write, when i feel angry i'll write, when i feel deprived and frustated i'll also write....itula cara terbaik untuk menenangkan perasaan dan menggembirakan hati sendiri...sekiranya tidak mahu berkongsi cerita dgn sesiapa...but sometimes, u have to share things with ur loved ones ar with ur closest frens coz it'll ease ur pain little bit and will cheer up ur day, coz u know, that ur not alone in this world....u have someones in this world to share ur feelings, thoughts and ur joys.....

i think, this semester is really tuff for me...well, seemed like nothing going well for me...too many obstacles...frens, lover, admirers and everything...mcm tak kena je..apa salah aku ? say it to my face, so i know, what i did wrong....i wont angry at u but angry with myself coz i cant be the best person for u...why o why...

well , if y'all dont tell , how should i know....how can i fix thing, and how can i change form bad to good...but, if u feel reluctant...what i can do ? dont wanna force u, and i dont wanna beg...coz it just not me...sekali aku bertanya, dan aku mahukan jawapannya...tapi jika sudah berkali2 bertanya2...still i cant get the answer...so i dont wanna ask anymore...coz its useless..and make me feel so cheap... yela, kalo org dah taknak, buat apa nak paksa2 lagi...so, its better for me to fade away....better keep things to myself...at least i hurt myself instead of hurting someone else....

chris, where are u ? why u just dissappeared ? what happen ? u dont reply my sms, dont call me....dont do this to me....u know, u mean a lot to me...it hurt me so much....when u did that...i dont care what disease u have, i dont care...coz ur my fren and i care so much bout u....but if u dont want me anymore...i understand but please say it...so i dont have to wonder and hoping for something that i cant get..
i know, it'll hurt me so much if u dont want me anymore but....what can i say...maybe i'm not good enuff for u...maybe aku hanyalah tenpat persinggahan...bila susah baru dicari..bila senang aku dilupakan...u have change...hey, life goes on....i have to move on...its worthless, hoping for something that never gonna happened....but its hard for me to accept that....hurt me so much...

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

International Charity Night

ini pun citer lama yg baru nak ditulis skrg....
tade apa pun yg best...cuma dtg tgk show budak2 foreigner kat utp ni...sambil menderma...tu je.

Image hosting by Photobucket all the performers gathered on the stage for saying goodbye

yela, leh gak hiburkan hati yang lara.....setelah penat seharian..relax2, sambil tgk persembahan...ada yg best dan ada yg boring, tp yg penting...kena la menten febeles...kenala melaram...aku ngan fifi pakai baju bertemakan hitam....tade apa nak citer...ni pun si jenin ngan roda yg ajak bergambar...gambar ni di ambil di depan chanselor hall, tempat di mana event di adakan.....

nak tgk gambar....scroll la ke bawah....cuma seronok plak upload gambar2 ni...hehehehe....

Image hosting by Photobucket from left: fifi, pei lee, jenin, roda and me...posing outside the hall

Image hosting by Photobucket roda and me

Image hosting by Photobucket jenin and me

Image hosting by Photobucket 4 of us in the last pic