FRIENDSHIP NEVER END, THE SAD THING IS, IT WILL END SOON

apa topik nak ckp ari ni ? hmmm...i wanna talk about frens....well, i think everyone have frens...dr yg muda hingga tu, kecik hingga besar dan miskin hingga kaya...semua ada kawan, kan kan ? tapi adakah frens tu, akan berkekalan atau just tempat persinggahan untuk kita mendapat frens yg lagi bagus, lagi selesa dan lagi menguntungkan kita ?

well, we do need frens...coz frens make us happy and make us feel comfortable but sometimes we do have frens yg fungsinya hanyalah untuk menyakitkan hati kita, meyusahkan kita dan seribu macam masalah lagi...so, first of all, try to get rid this kind of frens coz....mereka inilah yg paling byk di muka bumi ini...

without frens, our life will be so dull and make us feel like dead people.... with frens, we can share thoughts, feelings, emotions, opinions and maybe boyfrens or gurlfrens ? ahahahah, just kidding....for me, i'll never share any of my "special frens" to others...why ? coz theyre special, and special things belong to me...

i had cried becoz of frens...got mad becoz of fren...feel sad becoz of frens...taste the happiness with frens and living together with frens....all these things make me feel really happy about myself..coz i have a bunch of wonderful frens to cling with...and really have great fun with them..

but, sadly...if ur being such a jerk to ur frens...its really worthless....coz without frens u'll live alone and no one will care bout u after this...its really feel like dead man coz only dead man , dont have any frens (except the ones who're always got their prayers from their beloved family and FRENS....coz the prayers will be a good companion in the graveyard)

so, the issue is being hypocrite...i really hate this people...i think many people hate this kind of fren....well, they will behave nicely, talk nicely, and will treat u nicely...but all that things will happen only in front of u...but, at ur back...they will be the evil...who dislikes u the most, who hates u the most and who who talk bad about u the most.....u know, this hypocrite thing really make me feel sad and angry....coz i'm gonna loose my beloved frens...but, why shud i love them in the first place if they dont deserve it....

it just a waste of time if u love somebody but u dont get something in return...just a plain love with nothing inside it...this frenship thing really plays a big role in my life coz i could never life without frens...u know, sometimes i had cried all nite long...thinking, why this thing shud happen...i try so hard to keep the frenship but in the end...it disappeared just like that....i dont know , what is wrong with u, is it my faults, that u changed so much ? why this thing must happen rite now ?? i keep thinking bout that and i cant find the anwers....too many questions in my head need an answer....if i did wrong just tell me.....i'll keep it secret and wont let anyone knows bout it....

i try to pretend tnat nothing happened....but i cant lie myself anymore...just now, i met u...hoping that u will gimme that sweet smile but nothing come out, just a HI and u walk away....if i did something wrong...please forgive me....i will admit my faults....and i will apologized....i know...that thing gonna happen coz ur totally change but deep in my heart i will always believe that ur my best fren i had such a great time with u, although the time is too short for us to continue the journey...u know, i dont care if u have to be hypocrite but just talk to me and say a word more than just HI....although u may hate me but please be hypocrite and talk to me and lets pretend that nothing ever happened....so, we can move on with our life without any regret....

it will hurt me so much being a hypocrite but if the hypoctite things will make other things better...i guess, it is ok for me...to play along the game....