Last night was a really great night. For the first time in my life I feel really satisfied. Not really first time...but it was among of great and enjoyable nights. I love every single moment of it.
I wish, this thing could develop to another level. Not just for fun but something which I could hold on to. Things that can make me more than happy. It is too early to predict anything because things like these always come out with unpredictable result. I don’t want to get upset if things don’t work out well. Face it and move on.
I wish, the person can make me really believe that love is a wonderful subject. I wish, the person can show me the affection and make me feel wanted. I know that the person like me but that is not enough. Yeah, once again...it is too early to make any assumption.
Maybe it is too early for us to commit. Maybe we need more times to figure it out. Maybe we need to spend more times together. Maybe we need to ignore others and just be in our own world. Maybe we need arguments to look over our strength and weakness. Maybe we need confession to justify our feelings. Maybe it is too soon to ask and ponder.
We just get along and try to suit each other. If things don’t work out fine, we can find our own path. It is ok for me. I won’t feel sad or angry. I wont be jealous with the new someone in your life. I can accept it and always be happy for you. But, I don’t know whether you can do the same to me. Yet, it is too early to think about that.
Just embrace me and show me your love. Show me that you really want me. Show me that you won’t let me go. Show me that you're jealous when others trying to flirt with me. Show me that you care for me. Show me that you can accept me as the way I am. Show me that I am the one. Still, it is too early to show everything.
It is not easy to commit. Tell me when you're ready to commit and I will tell you when I am ready to commit. Commitment is a responsibility. I don’t want to commit just for 1 day or 1 month. I want the commitment to be long lasting as long as we want it to be.
Hug me. Kiss me. Love me.
Friday, June 01, 2007
Blog sunyi ni, akan bertambah sunyi lepas ni. Aku kena gi outstation selama 2 minggu. Tapi, memang aku dah lama tertunggu-tunggu utk outstation. Mana best dok opis je kan. But, trip kali ni, adalah yang paling dinanti-nantikan. Ini adalah kerana, merupakan kali pertama aku akan menjejakkan kaki ke sana.
Lps lunch, aku akan terus balik rumah, packing dan terus ke airport. Tak sabar-sabar nak sampai ke sana....Kita jumpa nnt ye...
Kalo korang nak tau, gambar2 ini adalah gambar kapal jenis apa, cuba korang cuba cari kat google dan taip FPSO. FPSO adalah singkatan untuk Floating, Production, Storage & Offloading Ship.