Hi, there. How are you? Hope that you are always in good condition with your family. Do you still remember me? I wish this letter would not give you a shock since it comes to you in unexpected way. This letter fly over to you because it is been a long time since our last e-mail. I wonder whether my e-mails knocked on your inbox or not. You are still using the same address, rite? I hope you are still using the same address.
By the way, your silence makes me feel uneasy. I keep thinking bad things. I keep thinking, maybe you do not want to keep in touch with me anymore. Have I done anything wrong? Please let me know, if I did. I do not want our relationship to be ended just like that. You are very precious to me. I had a wonderful time there with you and you are always keep me accompanied and cheered me up. Although we are far apart, but I always think about you.
It is no doubt that I miss you a little bit. Do you still remember the picture that you gave me? I keep that picture in my wallet and carry it to everywhere I go. Feel like, you are always here with me. Sometimes, when I am sitting alone, the memories together keep flashing back and I wish that we can meet again and spend time together. I know, it is easy to say rather than get it done. But, I just want you to know that you are the one that always be in my heart and I would not forget you even though you are not acknowledging me as they way I do.
It is been busy lately. Busy with my jobs, family and friends. Recently, I spent almost two weeks outstation and having very hectic days. I went here and there, back and forth. No time for myself to relax. It is really tiring but, what can I do since this is the life that I choose. Anyway, I am happy with that. But I am more than happy if I have someone that I can talk and share my feeling privately. All the tiredness will just go away. I really value our moment together. Everything is so sweet which I cannot forget a single moment with you.
Until now, I still wonder, why you did not reply my emails. Please tell me. I am dying to hear your news and story from you. Or you do not like me anymore? If that so, just give me a reason for me to hold on. It is alright, I can take it as a man. In this situation, you leave me hanging without strings. Maybe, all this time, I drowned in my own feeling. It is only me who like you, who adore you, who hoping that you will give me some pieces of your heart to me. If you want to stay away from me please, i have no power to hold you near. At least, could you say goodbye to me before you leave me here, alone. It will be the sweetest goodbye for me even though it will break my heart to accept that.
Please reply my letter. It is alright if you use e-mail. I just want to know your condition. I hope you will always be in a good health and happy with your loving family. I will be waiting for your reply soon. Just to let you know that you are always be my beloved one.
Yours truly,
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