headline bunyi mcm aku dah abis belajar je...ahahah...tak abis lagi la...ada 3 sem lagi....bila la aku nak abis...i dont want to brag about that anymore...enuff already...skrg ni aku tgh buzy packing barang2 utk balik esok....memula parents aku kata nak dtg sabtu...tup tup esok plak...harusla aku kelam kabut ari ni...sbb kena packing secepat mungkin...letih la letih...aku bawak balik baju baju ngan kompueter je...sbb buku2 dan brg2 lain...aku nak tinggal je....mls aku nka angkut turun naik tangga...tp aku letak tempat tersorok la...kat mana ? rahsia (giggles)ingatkan sempat la nak berkaraoke sepam dua mlm esok....nampaknya...tangguh next sem la.... anime dan tv series serta movie2...tak burn lagi...byk benda nak burn dlm cd dan dvd ni...hayooo....kena siapkan pack ptg ni gak sbb mlm ni nak tgk tv, finale, result show american idol 4.....
laters...
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 4 FINALE - PART 1
no more about sad thing...coz i have enjoyed myself tonite with the show...well, not really...but still can count it as an entertainment....
well, Carrie Underwood vs Bo Bice in the finale...i dont see any of these finalist have the advantage to win the competition coz both of them have 50-50 chances...both of them in the same league...compared to last season, Fantasia, obviously overpowering Diana Degarmo in the finale...and i think she overpower everyone in the competition...as expected, she did win the competition and become the 3rd American Idol. Same goes to Jaclyn Victor; our very 1st malaysian Idol who always showed us great vocal and performance and won the competition...i'm sure that she deserved that title...and overpowering Dina...and overshadow all the finalists...
Tonite, i cant make any guess, wether Carrie or Bo will win this competition...both of them, dont put all of their effort to win this competition...their performance were so bad and i think last week was a lot better than tonite....i think, they are very nervous and be too careful to avoid any mistake....
Overall, its just okay...but i dont like it...very bad songs selection and feels like they're still in the semi final...not up to the standard...i think...if the competition is between Vonzell and Constantine...i'm sure...more interesting performance will be shown tonite...anyway, only country song that can fit Carrie...and for Bo...better u stay as a rockers...
really frustrated.....i wish, for tomorrow, result show...all the finalists will give a great performance...but unfortunately...they never performed a great group performance....although i try to listen it over and over...i still cannot like it...
well, Carrie Underwood vs Bo Bice in the finale...i dont see any of these finalist have the advantage to win the competition coz both of them have 50-50 chances...both of them in the same league...compared to last season, Fantasia, obviously overpowering Diana Degarmo in the finale...and i think she overpower everyone in the competition...as expected, she did win the competition and become the 3rd American Idol. Same goes to Jaclyn Victor; our very 1st malaysian Idol who always showed us great vocal and performance and won the competition...i'm sure that she deserved that title...and overpowering Dina...and overshadow all the finalists...
Tonite, i cant make any guess, wether Carrie or Bo will win this competition...both of them, dont put all of their effort to win this competition...their performance were so bad and i think last week was a lot better than tonite....i think, they are very nervous and be too careful to avoid any mistake....
Overall, its just okay...but i dont like it...very bad songs selection and feels like they're still in the semi final...not up to the standard...i think...if the competition is between Vonzell and Constantine...i'm sure...more interesting performance will be shown tonite...anyway, only country song that can fit Carrie...and for Bo...better u stay as a rockers...
really frustrated.....i wish, for tomorrow, result show...all the finalists will give a great performance...but unfortunately...they never performed a great group performance....although i try to listen it over and over...i still cannot like it...
IF SUICIDE IS ALLOWED...
Well, exam dah abis....dan skrg ni, aku totally gunakan masa aku utk relax sepuas2nya...i think i had worn out coz of the struggle for final exam...but i think, still not enuff...i didnt put so much effort into this....and i have to try my best and put all of my energy, effort and also time next time...maybe its kinda late for me to do this but i have to do...sungguh meyedihkan bila melihat satu persatu, my best friends...graduate form this unversity and left me alone, stuck up in here...well, its not theirs fault...obviously, i'm the one who didnt realize a single thing and wanna enjoy the university's life to the fullest. as a result, i have to spend one and a half year to finish my study...i hate to say it, but i have to face it that i'm an extender....
this is the first time in my life...i feel like...i'm a totally loser...maybe i had enjoyed so much...celebrating the winning moment...and never lost one single point...but rite now, i'm losing my grip and i know now that...i'm not so lucky in academic...i keep on thinking, sometimes...why i have to face this failure ? before this, i was the best student in my primary school...scored 4A's in UPSR and i'm the one who got 9A's in my PMR and on top of that..i scored 8 agregat in my SPM...u can see the track, rite ?...i always be the best...but, i think...i started to feel unsecure when i cant be the best student for SPM in my school...why cant i be the best ? i try my best but the output is not the way i want it...then i came UTP, to change my life...try to be the best student again...but i keep on failing...maybe i'm getting stupid or people getting more clever than me...
so, i give up...i know its not the good decision but..what shud i do if the ouput still the same...no matter how hard u try, u cant get what u want...rite now...i'm just an average guy with average academic background...up to this point...i just did my best to get a result that can make me survive in this university...and i did it well...but nothing to proud of....
its good for acai, to see him graduate and have a very good job with good pay...and i'm very happy for him....same goes to katak....and this time....its katong's and huda's turn...to left me behind....and graduate soon...and they will get a job soon....i'm really happy for them....but only me, who left behind and wathing their back and they keep move on without knowing that i cant catch up anymore...i feel so inferior and if suicide is allowed...i wanna kill myself rite now...coz up to this time, i have nothing to be proud of....just wanna disappear and put an end to this...
but, apa guna menyesal skrg atas apa yg sudah berlaku...time wont rolls back and tangisan tak bererti apa2....baik teruskan hidup dgn apa yg ada...dgn kemampuan yg ada....cuba utk membaiki diri....after this i have to try very hard....i dont care if it worn me out or not...yg penting i can do something to my idiot and lazy brain, boost it up and use it to the fullest...slps saja paper yg terakhir, ari tu...aku rs sgt gembira sbb dpt menjawab ngan agak baik dan i feel like motivated once more...but its not enuff...i have to use my brain until it explode...so i get good result to make my mom and dad proud of me...i dont care if get sick, the most important thing is..i can score well and can graduate and get a good job and settle down with my own family and spending my time with my children...
this is the first time in my life...i feel like...i'm a totally loser...maybe i had enjoyed so much...celebrating the winning moment...and never lost one single point...but rite now, i'm losing my grip and i know now that...i'm not so lucky in academic...i keep on thinking, sometimes...why i have to face this failure ? before this, i was the best student in my primary school...scored 4A's in UPSR and i'm the one who got 9A's in my PMR and on top of that..i scored 8 agregat in my SPM...u can see the track, rite ?...i always be the best...but, i think...i started to feel unsecure when i cant be the best student for SPM in my school...why cant i be the best ? i try my best but the output is not the way i want it...then i came UTP, to change my life...try to be the best student again...but i keep on failing...maybe i'm getting stupid or people getting more clever than me...
so, i give up...i know its not the good decision but..what shud i do if the ouput still the same...no matter how hard u try, u cant get what u want...rite now...i'm just an average guy with average academic background...up to this point...i just did my best to get a result that can make me survive in this university...and i did it well...but nothing to proud of....
its good for acai, to see him graduate and have a very good job with good pay...and i'm very happy for him....same goes to katak....and this time....its katong's and huda's turn...to left me behind....and graduate soon...and they will get a job soon....i'm really happy for them....but only me, who left behind and wathing their back and they keep move on without knowing that i cant catch up anymore...i feel so inferior and if suicide is allowed...i wanna kill myself rite now...coz up to this time, i have nothing to be proud of....just wanna disappear and put an end to this...
but, apa guna menyesal skrg atas apa yg sudah berlaku...time wont rolls back and tangisan tak bererti apa2....baik teruskan hidup dgn apa yg ada...dgn kemampuan yg ada....cuba utk membaiki diri....after this i have to try very hard....i dont care if it worn me out or not...yg penting i can do something to my idiot and lazy brain, boost it up and use it to the fullest...slps saja paper yg terakhir, ari tu...aku rs sgt gembira sbb dpt menjawab ngan agak baik dan i feel like motivated once more...but its not enuff...i have to use my brain until it explode...so i get good result to make my mom and dad proud of me...i dont care if get sick, the most important thing is..i can score well and can graduate and get a good job and settle down with my own family and spending my time with my children...
EXAM SUDAH BERAKHIR
akhirnya, final exam dah abis utk aku bg sem jan05 ni...paper last ni paper core, paper cpic..tapi exam tadi bolehla buat...at least aku takkan fail la course ni... lega rasanya...mcm dah ikang satu bebanan atas bahu aku...skrg ni tunggu result je la...so, skrg ni aku lepak2 je kat bilik sambil layan anime. movies, tv series...byk tu.....skrg mata dah kuyu...kena tido la skrg...esok aku bebel lagi...
Saturday, May 21, 2005
MY BIRTHDAY: 18 July (CANCER)
Your personal ruling planets are Moon and Mars.
Though your natural impulse is to boldly go where no man has gone before, something stops you. Some sense of inadequacy at times. This frustrates you and denies you the success that would otherwise be yours. You harbour grudges at times which are better expressed through the Mars influence. Even then, you may be abrupt and irritable in off-loading your frustrations.
Be more tactful and diplomatic in dealing with others and don't be too proud to ask for help.
Your lucky colours are red, maroon and scarlet and autumn tones.
Your lucky gems are red coral and garnet.
Your lucky days of the week are Monday, Tuesday and Thursday.
Your lucky numbers and years of important change are 9, 18, 27, 36. 45, 54, 63, 72.
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Like the crab that represents them, people who are born under the sign of Cancer can be curious and complex creatures. Emotional security and tranquility are your overriding concerns, and you tend to feel things deeply. If you are a Cancer, you are most likely doggedly determined when it comes to getting what you want if it will promote your sense of safety. You are very conscience-ridden, which explains your strong sense of responsibility towards not only yourself but others. When you put your mind to it, you almost always achieve your goals.
People might find you extremely difficult to get to know as you can be shy and evasive in public, but you are open, loyal and protective to those close friends and family whom you trust. Perhaps because the Sun changes direction in Cancer, you can be temperamental. At times you will seem to have the greatest love for life, yet at others you can be nothing but a self-pitying mess. You can be pleasant and cheerful, or you can be egotistical and vain.
A trait which others might find annoying about you is that you are most likely passive-aggressive. This can lead to a lot of stubbornness on your part. You do, however, pay attention to details and are usually punctual, exact, and efficient. But let others beware: only you can talk yourself into something, and no-one can make you do anything that you don't want to do.
Your friends may note that you are a good listener and are emotionally sensitive. If you have a problem, such as worries about your family or money, you are more likely to brood over it than to seek solace or solutions. Deep down, all you want is to feel safe, secure, and loved. This aspect of your personality goes hand-in-hand with your strong domestic urge. There is little more that you would like than to settle down and create a home. You do well in relationships because you are a good diplomat whenever problems arise, and you never forget a single moment of anything that ever happens. Partnerships are preferable to you, as the thought of loneliness is frightening. If you can control the mood swings and tendency to retreat into your shell at the merest hint of trouble, you can do very well.
Though your natural impulse is to boldly go where no man has gone before, something stops you. Some sense of inadequacy at times. This frustrates you and denies you the success that would otherwise be yours. You harbour grudges at times which are better expressed through the Mars influence. Even then, you may be abrupt and irritable in off-loading your frustrations.
Be more tactful and diplomatic in dealing with others and don't be too proud to ask for help.
Your lucky colours are red, maroon and scarlet and autumn tones.
Your lucky gems are red coral and garnet.
Your lucky days of the week are Monday, Tuesday and Thursday.
Your lucky numbers and years of important change are 9, 18, 27, 36. 45, 54, 63, 72.
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Like the crab that represents them, people who are born under the sign of Cancer can be curious and complex creatures. Emotional security and tranquility are your overriding concerns, and you tend to feel things deeply. If you are a Cancer, you are most likely doggedly determined when it comes to getting what you want if it will promote your sense of safety. You are very conscience-ridden, which explains your strong sense of responsibility towards not only yourself but others. When you put your mind to it, you almost always achieve your goals.
People might find you extremely difficult to get to know as you can be shy and evasive in public, but you are open, loyal and protective to those close friends and family whom you trust. Perhaps because the Sun changes direction in Cancer, you can be temperamental. At times you will seem to have the greatest love for life, yet at others you can be nothing but a self-pitying mess. You can be pleasant and cheerful, or you can be egotistical and vain.
A trait which others might find annoying about you is that you are most likely passive-aggressive. This can lead to a lot of stubbornness on your part. You do, however, pay attention to details and are usually punctual, exact, and efficient. But let others beware: only you can talk yourself into something, and no-one can make you do anything that you don't want to do.
Your friends may note that you are a good listener and are emotionally sensitive. If you have a problem, such as worries about your family or money, you are more likely to brood over it than to seek solace or solutions. Deep down, all you want is to feel safe, secure, and loved. This aspect of your personality goes hand-in-hand with your strong domestic urge. There is little more that you would like than to settle down and create a home. You do well in relationships because you are a good diplomat whenever problems arise, and you never forget a single moment of anything that ever happens. Partnerships are preferable to you, as the thought of loneliness is frightening. If you can control the mood swings and tendency to retreat into your shell at the merest hint of trouble, you can do very well.
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