As an introduction picture, I would like to put this picture as my starter before I write further about the picnic which my friends and I enjoyed so much last weekend. With that cheeky and topless body, it showed that I had so much fun there, going out and picnic with my beloved friends.
Time to stop coz the night is getting late. I will continue uploading the pictures and the story behind when the time permits me to do so. As for now, only this one picture will be enuff.
Spending some quality time with your friends which is totally different from usual activities, really make us bond well. Friendship, understanding, toleration, loves and caring as well as kindness can be translated in activities which can be done together. Everyone really had fun although later on, everyone really exhausted but satisfied with the picnic.
Another session of picnic will be organized again. Sure!!!!
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BACK : KJ, IQBAL MIDDLE : NASA, APAU, ACAI FRONT : NAIM, EDWELL, IZZU NOT IN DA PICTURE : KATONG, AJUD
Now u can see that i am smiling beautifully to you. It means dat, i am already recovered from da bad fever. Thank God for giving me back my good health.
I am also giving away my "thank you" words to people who come over for visit although the purpose, not really pay me a "visit". Anyway, i have to thanked them for giving "good exercise" which make me sweat all nite long and speed up my recovering process.
Still, i have to say thank you to Hoda and Daia who dropped by and visit me although I have to drag my weak body and hot head to Sop Melethop Restaurant because they didnt wannt to see me at my home instead choosing that restaurant. Luckily, I also can exercise my eyes and mouth at Sop Meletop Restaurant but causing me new pain, neck pain. Coz i have to turn my head 90 degrees to scan any hot and living creatures who ate nearby. Thanked again Hoda for sponsoring da dinner. Thanked to Deja who joined in at very last minute altho the meting session was dragged until one hour later after Deja's arrival.
Now, in this green shirt with big mouth.....i am smiling coz i regain my good health back. My eyes are smiling too but u cant see them coz it was hidden behind the sunglasses.
p/s : this picture was taken at Tesco Ampang, long before I got fever. I put this picture since I have no recent decent picture which showed my sweet smile. For your information, with this green shirt which has big mouth and lipstick, I managed to score a hit. With this shirt, someone surrender to me on da nite when i wore this very cheap shirt :)
Hari ni dok umah je, sbb demam. Dapat MC satu hari tapi sampai skrg, demam tak elok lagi. Esok kena g opis gak. Takleh nak amik cuti banyak2 sbb nak simpan utk early resignation dalam bulan December ni. Harap2, di compaany baru...masa depan aku makin cerah dan peluang utk aku makin menyinar. Tak perlu lagi, pening2
Sehari sebelum demam, muka ceria sahaja
Macam-macam benda berlaku, buatkan sistem imunisasi i jadi lemah dan mudah diserang demam. I rasa, weekend ni akan jadi weekend berehat sahaja di rumah. Doakan i cepats embuh ye :)
*SILA BACA DARI BAWAH......INI SEMUA SMS DARIPADA IJ KEPADAKU
“How r u ? Congratulations on ur new job”
“Semua msg yang awak bagi sblm ni, saya dah delete lepas awak reject saya”
“Salam…sihat ? Maaf kerana menyepi. Kebetulan tengah sibuk kerja. Lets me explain everything now. Like you told me earlier. U couldn’t accept me as ur partner coz so many differences. I asked u to come and see me so dat we can discuss about it. U did come but we didn’t discuss anything. U said u wanna discuss bout it but I gave u no respond. Then, we havin fun. I did respnd and I am sorry for dat if u think it doesn’t appropriate. Who doesn’t wanna have it, rite ? On top of all, we don’t have anything in common. Can we just continue as a fren ?”
“Ayang taknak pangil “ayb” dan “baby” ek ?”
“Fine la awak. Saya rasa kita macam ada jodoh. Saya dah cuba. Walau kita sering gaduh, saya tetap sayang awak. Saya tunggu msg dan panggilan dari awak saban hari. Rasa tak tenteram tanpa msg dan panggilan awak. Tapi sekarang, awak dah give up. Saya takleh nak paksa awak. Walaupun pedih saya terima. Awak jaga diri elok2. Moga bertemu insan yang awak rasa sesuai untuk awak. Saya sayang awak. Salam…”
“Kan awak cakap. Kita jumpa dan bincang. Naper tetiba awak ungkit pasal adik angkat segala ? Awak nak saya bincang ngan awak?”
“Pelik kan. Saya harap sangat dapat bersama awak. Tapi macam-macam rintangan”
“Ok, IJ paham. Kita tak kapel pun. Maaf sebab menyusahkan awak. Awwak take care ya. Salam”
“I’m sorry if my feeling 4 u making ur life complicated ur life then before. IJ just wanna ur attention. Sorry if I’m asking too much. I know, I’m not perfect. No one does. IJ tak dapat jumpa awak semalam, IJ tak kisah. Sebab last minute saya cakap. Tapi, pastu awak diam je. Kalo awak rasa saya menyusahkan awak, saya rela mengundurkan diri sebelum saya jatuh cinta lebih dalam. IJ takmo nyusahkan sapa-sapa”
“IJ tak mintak pun. Just ask for your kind attention. Awak tak kisah pun saya sampai jam berapa. Saya tunggu je. Fine la. Kuar ngan kawan sampai lupa saya. Tak kisah la…”
“Ayang suruh simpan dulu kan. Takut tetiba baby tak seperti mana yang ayang harapkan. Ok la. Tunggu arr…”
“Ayang tinggalkan baby ek”
“Ayang…baby makin sayang kat ayang arr…”
“Baby sayang kat ayang”
“Baby tak pikir bukan-bukan pun”
“Ayang rimas ngan baby ek?”
“Ayang buat tak layan je kat baby”
“Tengah marah kat baby”
“Baby tunggu lama tau. Bukan nak msg”
“Chomey nyer…”
“Ermm, apa la ayang ni…”
“Sayang penat ker ? Baby cam kaco jer…”
“Ok la sayang. Baby ikut jer…”
“Sayang….lain ? Papa takley ke ?”
“Nama manja arr. Awak panggil saya ayang kan ?”
“Awak nak saya panggil awak apa?”
“Mestilah, rindu tak ?”
“I’m fine. Rindu jer…”
“So, all of this is about how to please you ?”
“U got it all wrong. Da prob start when u want me to show how I felt to u, rite ? U want me to show it, rite ? U insist me to show it, rite ?”
“So its better for u to choose another one coz I’m not strong enough in term of showing my interest towards u…I told you so many times. Its hard for me to show how I felt but it doesn’t mean I don’t care. I’ve been left alone 3 times, dear. Although I show it or not its still doesn’t matter. For me, what is really importantis we love each other and respect our partner in every single way. Dats enough. Dats already show everything”
“Awak rasa, saya sms awak ni, doesn’t mean anything”
“Ye saya paham. Semalam awak kata ada 2,3 orang yang minat awak. Saya assume diorang pandai amik hati awak. Saya kurang pandai…”
“Awak kan dah ada pilihan. Saya tak pandai nak jadi seperti mana yang awak nak. Daripada saya kecewa lebih dalam, baik undur skrg. Tul tak ?” “Dats mean, IJ pilihan ke 7 ar. Takpe arr, nak buat camne”
“U said, u r okay in accepting people. Now u want me to follow what u want ?”
“Dats dap rob. I don’t really like to show it”
“To tell you da truth, I really like you. But I’m afraid dat I gonna loose u if I don’t really know u well”
“It is slow but its long lasting, don’t u think ? Kenal2 bukan amik masa lama pun. My previous relationship holds on for 3 months”
“U ni kind of pusher gak ek?”
“Dalam mana2 perhubungan mestilah bermula dengan berkawan. Then bila dah ada keserasian baru leh develop the relationship to another level. Am I rite ? Ke saya salah ?”
“Suka berkawan buat masa ni”
“At least, awak leh call bagitau. Saya bukan sensitive mana. Awak boleh terima ke bila someone janji ngan awak then dia diam. Then masa kata dia TERTIDO ? Sakit hati lagi ada arr. Kalau cakap ada emergency ke ok r. Dats show how u treat people. Betul ? Senang2 perlekehkan orang. Kalo saya tak suka awak. Saya tak msg r. Hehe…”
“Saya senang dan selesa ngan awak. Cuma saya seorang yang berpegang pada janji. Kalo dah pandai janji pandai arr tepati. Janji leh relate ngan perhubungan. Kalo masa berjanji pun leh main2 inikan pulak couple. Sbb tuh saya marah sangat ngan awak hari tu. Awak leh je msg saya cakap sorry. Sedangkan saya macam nak mampus prepare. p/s: bukan untuk mengungkit tapi untuk terangkan. Jangan salah paham ek…”
“Saya push ? Bila masa plak ?”
“Sama macam awak. Cuma saya kurang romantic. Huhu…Awak dah ada special. Awak dah reject saya”
*SILA BACA DARI BAWAH....INI SEMUA ADALAH SMS DARIPADA T KEPADAKU
“Hurmm, ye la.Terpulangla pada abg, T bukan tak boleh ngan abg, juz that kalo abg setuju uk kita kurangkan sikit pun dah ok. Kalo slalu sgt pun nnt lg cpt jemu”
“Sorry T kecewakan abg”
“Xdela, T malas nak kata apa”
“Maafkan T ye bang, T rasa bersalah pada abg”
“T xkan cari org laen, bang. T xtaw org len bole terima T x”
“Abis nak ckp mcm mana, T taw T xde tmpt lg kalo da mcm ni”
“T harap abg jmp yg abg cari2 tp T tetap ingat abg walaupun abg da ada yang punya”
“Tp xde la kerap sangat sbb T tak into that sangat”
“Taklah, T pun nak kat abg tapi T tak boleh terima 1 je. Nak benda tu slalu, T tak selesa la sayang”
“Terpulangla pada abg. T ikot je. Kalo da jumpa yang lebih baik, lupakan T je k”
“Sapa yang buang sapa skrg ni”
“T cuba phm abg. Sbb tu T sanggup dtg. Tp takkan tiap kali T datang, nak benda tu je. T tak macam tu. Kalo abg da ckp mcm tu T takkan cakap apa2”
“Buat masa ni, T rasa, T bagi abg masa untuk paham keje T dan T ni macam mana dan untuk masa tu jugak T takleh jumpa abg. Sbb T bukan macam abg dan relationshop bg T bukan benda tu”
“Abg, urut kepala T malam ni ye. Kepala T pening”
“So kalo dah diam, T balik umah je ye. Tak datang umah abg ye”
“Tq 4 understanding me”
“Pikir bukan2 la tu. Abg, T ni ada bajet. T kena bajet2 duit T. Bukan taknak g. Tgk la dulu malam nanti camner dulu”
“Abg yang akan jumpa org yang lagi baik dr T sebenarnya”
“Takdela, T kan cakap T taknak kongkong abg. Hak abg. Just, T ni terlalu jujur. T tak selesa bila ada bau orang lain”
“T bukan cam orang lain bang. Kalo ye pun nak simpan, takkan masuk2 je, bau takleh nak elak”
“Hurmm, T taula, betul kan ? Bau abg laen”
“Dah tido ke ? T tak cemburu pun. Just T be honest….dan Tanya. Kalo tak selesa, sowy yer”
“Abg ada jumpa org lain kan, masa T tak datang? Takpela, T taw sebenarnya”
“Lagipun T nak bangun lambat. Abg pun leh ajak orang laen”
“Da tido ke ? Atau dengan org lain? Bukan T takmau datang, just that abg keje pagi. Takkan pagi2 T dah kena bangun”
“Takpelah, dah sampai umah pun. Malam esok la, sabtu T keje petang”
“Tak sempatla bang. T pun balik naik teksi je ni”
“Nak tu memang nak tapi T takot tu je. T takot abg kecewa sbb T tak dapat bagi”
“T tatau la, tak boleh ke kapel tanpa benda tu semua”
“T takmau yang berat2, T takmau. T tak biasa”
“Takut nanti sama2 kecewa. T tak boleh bang, abg pun tau. Nanti tak dapat nak bagi pada abg pulak”
“T dah nak masuk keje dah ni bang. Abg kena la kenal T dulu. Nanti takut abg jumpa yang lagi baik pulak”
“Sabarlah sayang. Kita kena la kenal lebih lagi dulu. Takkan nak declare terus. Nanti tak menyesal ker”
“Nanti T bawak baju tinggal sikit la kat umah abg Takyah balik2 tukar baju la ape…”
“Bukan tak suka, T ni tak reti orang kata T cumil2 ni, segan…”
“Resah, yang ku ubah dalam kata melukiskan kesunyian. Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti meski pagi itu menatapi. Akan sunyi tanpamu, menemani aku sepi, tanpa cintamu aku resah, tanpa kasihmu aku hampa, tanpa dirimu aku mati. Kini benar-benar kurasakan kalau belum hatiku tanpamu, aku tak mengerti, takut…takut jauh dari dirimu dank au tinggalkan aku sendiri, tanpamu aku mati”
“T nak anta lirik bole”
“Heee, gatai dah la tu. Abg tak keje ke esok ni?”
“Takkan tak paham lagi kot”
“Abg tak syok sendiri pun”
“T pun tatau la kat mana yang org nampak T ni manja”
“Ramai peminat ? Hurmm, mana tau ni. Keh keh…tak la bang, kalo dah sayang, hensem camner pun T tak pandang. T ni low profile dan tak pandai nak kenal ramai-ramai untuk fun. T tak reti….malu…”
“Sorry lambat reply. T suka dan terima seadanya kalo orang sukakan T tapi tu la… T tak pasti dapat jaga dan layan abg dengan baik. Lagipun, T takmau jadi macam partner-partner abg sebelum ni”
“Kita boleh usahakan. Kalo tergopoh gapah nanti, tersalah buat keputusan pulak. Mana tau kalo abg terjumpa someone better than me”
“Semua orang manusia biasa, xde super human pun dalam dunia. Setiap orang ada kelebihan masing2”
“Nakal yer. T memang pemalu sbb T tau T tak lawa, so bila orang tengok camtu jadi seganlah”
SAY CHEESE
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