MALAM KARAOKE PALING BEST

untuk menghilangkan duka lara yg bersarang dlm hati ini...katong telah mengajak aku ke karaoke...apa lagi, aku kalo bab2 karaoke ni, mmg on je...so, ahli2 yg ke karaoke semalam adalah katong, aku, syai, puru dan huda...pergi berlima je sbb tak cukup kereta...kereta kancil je...kalo bawak lori, leh gak nak angkut semua....

yeah, mlm smlm mmg sgt best...sbb semua org menyanyi ngan sgt bagus...at least ada improvement than before dan juga sdap la didengar telinga sendiri...ahahah...spt biasala, aku sbg pemula acara...sah2 la aku yg kena nyanyi dulu...sbb aku kan ketua...ahahaa....ketua ke ? aku mulakan round pertama ngan lagu anuar zain - jangan bersedih lagi, sang it with full emotion...and with good control voice...wah, puji diri sendiri plak...yelah, kalo bukan aku yg puji...sapa nak puji...tapi, audience pada mlm tu agree yg aku nyanyi dan perform better...dpt standing ovation lagi....ahahahah.....

then round kedua, i picked a song from rem - erti kasih....well, this song agak susah....but i still can sing it well...sekali lagi....katong, syai, puru dan huda memberi tepukan gemuruh to me (eh, aku perasan ke ?) hehehe, anyway....lagu tu, kegemaran acai dan apau...so, diorg dah grad skrg ni....so, giliran aku plak tak over lagu tu...yes, i know i can sing that song....

round ke-3, lagu pilihan ziana zain - lara dinyanyikan...hmm, round ni sgt teruk...so many pitching problem...dan byk sgt error nye...sampai bunyi tak sedap...dan sekali sekala off key...tensen nya....1st time perform tak elok mlm ni...ari tu, ok je nyanyi lagu ni...but mlm ni sgt teruk...i feel like i dont know how to sing at all...so terrible coz its sound stupid...well, this round...i'm in bottom2...what can i say....i performed so bad so i deserved it.

round ke-4, is 80's theme...so, i picked song from kenny, remy, martin - suratan atau kebetulan....this song suit me well, although have some pitching problem but it still sounds good...once again..the crowd gimme standing ovation....actually, i pratice this song for many times...so i know, i can deliver that song very well....

the 5th round..i choose a duet song, nurul & ajai - aku cinta aku rindu....puru is my duet partner...of coz i play the guy role...coz i cant "kepit" my voice coz it will sound so terrible on the mic.....so, puru take the role as nurul and i have to be ajai...i love to sing this song coz....this song means a lot to me...well, this song bring back my sweet memory...oooo, where are u know, dear...u know, i miss u so much....puru, play the role very well, yes i know...he can sing the female part so well....owh, i just love this song and feel like wanna sing it all nite long...

the 6th round...i had duet with syai, kris dayanti & ajai - hati ini telah dilukai...once again, i play the male part, as ajai and syai have to be kris dayanti....hmm...not so bad...altho with some pitching problem....maybe, i have to practice this song more often with syai....feel like no chemistry at all...but its still sound nice....

to end the karaoke session...puru invited me to be his duet partner...we sang, 2by2 & siti nurhaliza - kau mawarku....i like this song...oldies song....although puru and i didnt perform well this song like before...but its still okay.. alot pitching problem...maybe this song not suit us....

so, the karaoke tome has ended....sgt best...and i really have fun lst nite....so, sorg kena bayar RM10, untuk almost 3 jam....kat dlm bilik karaoke tu....mmg, karaoke will make me happy..of coz..next week, we'll go there again.....of coz i'll be the diva.... :P

ONE LAST CRY

hi, all...lama tak menulis di sini....its true, emotion will give u some effect in doing something...when u in not so good mood...nothing will work out fine...yeah, when i feel happy i'll write, when i feel sad i'll write, when i feel angry i'll write, when i feel deprived and frustated i'll also write....itula cara terbaik untuk menenangkan perasaan dan menggembirakan hati sendiri...sekiranya tidak mahu berkongsi cerita dgn sesiapa...but sometimes, u have to share things with ur loved ones ar with ur closest frens coz it'll ease ur pain little bit and will cheer up ur day, coz u know, that ur not alone in this world....u have someones in this world to share ur feelings, thoughts and ur joys.....

i think, this semester is really tuff for me...well, seemed like nothing going well for me...too many obstacles...frens, lover, admirers and everything...mcm tak kena je..apa salah aku ? say it to my face, so i know, what i did wrong....i wont angry at u but angry with myself coz i cant be the best person for u...why o why...

well , if y'all dont tell , how should i know....how can i fix thing, and how can i change form bad to good...but, if u feel reluctant...what i can do ? dont wanna force u, and i dont wanna beg...coz it just not me...sekali aku bertanya, dan aku mahukan jawapannya...tapi jika sudah berkali2 bertanya2...still i cant get the answer...so i dont wanna ask anymore...coz its useless..and make me feel so cheap... yela, kalo org dah taknak, buat apa nak paksa2 lagi...so, its better for me to fade away....better keep things to myself...at least i hurt myself instead of hurting someone else....

chris, where are u ? why u just dissappeared ? what happen ? u dont reply my sms, dont call me....dont do this to me....u know, u mean a lot to me...it hurt me so much....when u did that...i dont care what disease u have, i dont care...coz ur my fren and i care so much bout u....but if u dont want me anymore...i understand but please say it...so i dont have to wonder and hoping for something that i cant get..
i know, it'll hurt me so much if u dont want me anymore but....what can i say...maybe i'm not good enuff for u...maybe aku hanyalah tenpat persinggahan...bila susah baru dicari..bila senang aku dilupakan...u have change...hey, life goes on....i have to move on...its worthless, hoping for something that never gonna happened....but its hard for me to accept that....hurt me so much...

International Charity Night

ini pun citer lama yg baru nak ditulis skrg....
tade apa pun yg best...cuma dtg tgk show budak2 foreigner kat utp ni...sambil menderma...tu je.

all the performers gathered on the stage for saying goodbye

yela, leh gak hiburkan hati yang lara.....setelah penat seharian..relax2, sambil tgk persembahan...ada yg best dan ada yg boring, tp yg penting...kena la menten febeles...kenala melaram...aku ngan fifi pakai baju bertemakan hitam....tade apa nak citer...ni pun si jenin ngan roda yg ajak bergambar...gambar ni di ambil di depan chanselor hall, tempat di mana event di adakan.....

nak tgk gambar....scroll la ke bawah....cuma seronok plak upload gambar2 ni...hehehehe....

from left: fifi, pei lee, jenin, roda and me...posing outside the hall

roda and me

jenin and me

4 of us in the last pic

BBQ DI LUBUK TIMAH

hi yuol!!!! i nak citer kat yuol...aktiviti yg berlaku kira 2 atau 3 minggu lepas...
hahaha, lupa nak tulis kat sini... tapi, alang2 dah tade apa nak buat ni...baik i tulis je kat sini...

headline di atas berlaku pada 27 februari lalu....aku diundang jmenyertai perkelahan bbq di lubuk timah. korag tau tak kat mana lubuk timah ? aku pun tak tau....tapi aku pernah dgr citer la yg lubuk timah ni best...ada air terjun dan kolam air panas. best tu, ada aura sejuk dan aura panas serentak di satu kawasan....lubuk timah terletak lebih kurang 15km dr ipoh...aku agak2 jela...tapi lubuk timah ni tak komersial lagi la...yela, tmpt ni pun kat kawasan kelapa sawit....kiranya mcm agak terpencil gak....tapi best yuol...nnt kita kejna pegi ramai2 ke sana....

inilah air terjun lubuk timah

actually, aku bukanla mastermind utk plan bbq ni. aku diberitahu yang plan ni, dayana jaid mastermind nye....kiranya, aku dijemput oleh pae untuk join sama event ni. aku rasa bertuah kerana dijemput sama, dahla mcm sangap dok kat bilik masa weekend. lagipun dah lama tak ke pusat perkelahan. kiranya, lubuk timah ni, adalah destinasi pertama semester ni.....

tgh cari port yg sesuai

apa2 pun, breakfast dulu...kalo lapar, susah nanti

ahli2 yg turut serta ialah, dayana, ika, sameera, baby, checkmate, lan, pae dan semestinya the febeles one...aku la....memula aku taknak ikut...ntahla aku rasa segan je bila pae senaraikan org2 yg dlm list...tapi, bila aku pikir2 balik...rugi plak kalo tak ikut....yela, bukannya aku leh hang out ngan pae selalu...lagipun sem ni, dah last sem dia...kalo pas2ni tak jumpa dah...mesti aku sedih...setelah ditimbang tara, aku pun bersetuju untuk pergi....yeay~~ tapi kenapa mesti pae ? ahahah, sbb he's my best fren although he's too unpredictable but itula yg menyebabkan yg lagi suka aku nak berkawan ngan dia...mcm adventurous....tapi skrg ni, kenapa pae diam membisu je...huhuhu...itu citer kemudian

mereka yg join picnic ni, checkmate tade dlm pic sbb dia jd cameraman

dayana tgh sibuk bungkus kentang

mmg best ye, yuol, lubuk timah...rasa cam taknak balik je...dahla aku tak bayar apa2 pun....kiranya, pae sponsored aku...malunya aku...asyik pae je belanja aku...nnt aku nak belanja dia secret recipe la....biar nampak romantik sikit...ahahahah...tapi sbb aku ni mmg tak malu, aku terima jela pae treat aku...heheheh....dah la, masa kat sana pun...aku tak tolong pun nak set up bbq set, masak2 ke apa ke...aku tau makan je...adalah sikit2 aku tolong...tolong abiskan makanan...hahaha....tapi, aku tgk diorg ok je....aku pun dr awal2 lagi...dah berendam dalam air...air cetek je but sejuk gila...tapi ada waterfall yg sgt best, rasa macam massage plak...dah lama gila dalam air sampai kecut kulit...

ika ngan baby tgh posse cantik

tp yg part paling best...aku tercikcur...huhuhu...kantoi la plak kat diorg ni..tapi cikcur meriah yuol...yelah...ada budak2 politeknik, budak2 pusat giat mara...mandi sekali...apa lagi...berkenalanla...memula tu malu gak nak approach tp bila si sameera, baby ngan dayana asyik soh approach je...aku pun approach jela, diorg pun gedik sekali...yelah, dah pluang depan mata...ambik je....masalahnya, cando yuol...
fresh lagi anak2 ikan ni....tapi lain yg tackle lain yg plak yg dapat.....tapi okla, itu baru 1st step...lps usha2 dan dah berkenalan...barula akhirnya, dpt tackle org yg paling melethop dlm geng2 tu....rugi tak mintak no hp...kalo tak, hmmm....mesti boleh buat 3rd, 4th step lagi...hehehehe.

apalah diorg tgk tu ?

lan jd chef yg gigih ari tu

sejuk woo, waterfall ni

posing ngan mangsa tebusan...hehehe

apa ko buat tu checkmate ? berdoa ke ?

kesian pae~~

mmg bestla, dr pg sampai ke ptg kitorg kat lubuk timah....kat2 kol 6 ptg baru balik....apa lagi, burn la kewajipan tu...aku ingat aku je...rupanya semua sekali...kecuali checkmate...ahahahah....yuol tau tak apa tu kewajipan ? ahahah, malu la nak ckp...okla, i bg klu...kalo dgr azan, pastu kita kena buat apa ? kalo tak buat nnt berdosa...oops, klu sgt obvious....

sebelum balik, makan aiskrim dulu~~~ from left: aku, sam, dayana & pae

yuol nak tgk tak gambar2 nye ? sorryla...masa ni, i tak posse melethop...nampak sgt laha...malu betul...nampaknya...pasni, kena bawak cermin la sbelum amik gambar

aksi hot, boleh masuk majalah mangga tak ?

ITS SO SAD...

Hidup ini tidak selalunya indah....tidak seindah seperti apa yang kita harapkan dan kita mimpikan...selalu sahaja ada penyebab sebagai penghalang untuk mencapai apa yang kita idamkan..

Kadang-kadang aku rasa macam aku ni digunakan untuk kepnetingan orang lain, dicari bila diperlukan dan diketepikan bila sudah tiada kepentingan....Tak tahula, mungkin aku yang berperasaan terlalu sensitif...tapi aku cuba untuk berfikiran positif namun unsur2 negatif tetap memberikanku perasaan kurang senang....perasaan sering tidak berpuas hati dan menyesal serta terkilan....

I hate myself to be soo caring and supportive; i want to be the villain, someone that people hate so much...but i know, i cant be that kind of person....its just not me but i hate when people take advantages of my kindness. Its just unfair.....

Sungguh sedih dan sunggu memilukan hati aku...tapi hati menangis siapa yang tahu...baik aku pendamkan je...so, tiada siapa yang tahu...dan akan tiada mana2 pihak yang akan terluka...biarla, hanya aku yang menyimpan lukaku sendiri....

WHAT A JOYFUL DAY

hi...bestnye ari ni.....mmg aku havin fun so much....ptg tadi main volleyball..ngan junior2 ni....mmg diorg lawak abis la...sgt best...aku asyik gelak ketawa je sbb aksi2 diorg sgt kelakar....aku bukannya penat main but penat ketawa..."adik2" lagi la kelakar...sgt pecah lobang....bila dah azan maghrib..baru abis main....

pastu, mlm plak gi karaoke...apa lagi...melalak sepuas hati la...semester ni sgt gila....setiap minggu mesti nak karaoke je...hayooo, kopak duit aku camni....menyanyi2 sampai tade suara...elok2 suara lemak merdu macam siti nurhaliza trus jadi garau2 macam jamal abdillah...tp yg penting, aku menten melethop....

anyway, hari ni aku mmg enjoy abis la...spent time ngan adik2, main volleyball, pastu malamnya plak, spent time ngan adik2 karaoke, nyanyi2....ilang semua rasa tensi dan serabut.....aku mmg sayang "adik2" aku ni...kalo tadek diorg mesti aku rasa sgt bosan dok kat utp ni....yelah, hanya mereka yg memahami siapa aku...without any judgement.

LAWATAN MUHIBBAH KE BLOK METANA

Hi yuol~~~
aku tetap di sini~~

Lama tak menulis ruangan ni....sampai ada org tu...dah tertanya2..."Kenapa tak update blog, aku ternanti2 citer hot ko...". Well, now here i am...writing some junks in my blog... :P

adik2 yg hadir pd mlm ni, baru dan lama

bersama adik2 lama (yuol dah tua, ok!!)

Sesi pengrekrutan adik2 baru sudah pun bermula....terima kasih kepada MISS PURU GO TO HELL kerana berjaya menjalankan misi ngan jayanya..4 org adik2 baru telah berjaya di detect dan telah pun diserapkan dalam perkumpulan NOTS & NAYAH UTP. Mereka ialah Mira Moss, Morriee Moss, Seri dan Cumi. Semua adalah adik2 yg baru mendaftar di UTP, intake JAN05.....adik2 baru...comel2 semuanya....bolehla pasni, ramai2 gi cikcur..barula meriah....

from left: seri, mori, cumi, & mira

suka sgt cikdih bergambar ngan mira

kiranya, pada mlm tu...buat kunjungan muhibbah ke blok adik2, sblm adik2 berangkat pulang ke kampung halaman utk mengambil result spm...mmg bestla lepak ngan diorg.... diorg pun fun and funny....aku mmg suka adik2 yg ceria dan tak mandom...kalo tak bosan la...asyik aku je kena bukak mulut...(hobi aku : bercakap)hmm, i wish...all of u will get the flying colors...nnt kalo korg score...aku belanja korg kek....

sessi supper pulak, puru tgh syok melantak sambil aku borak ngan mira. tajaan lokasi: restoren makcik dashing

lela dan anfal, igt cantik la tu ?

cumi, seri dan deja...kelaparan tunggu makanan

syai, lela ngan erry memberikan gaya anggun

WHO AM I

What Does Your Name Mean?

MOHAMMADIZZUDDIN
M is for Misunderstood
O is for Openhearted
H is for Honest
A is for Animated
M is for Modern
M is for Musical
A is for Active
D is for Delightful
I is for Insane
Z is for Zappy
Z is for Zappy
U is for Unnatural
D is for Ditzy
D is for Daredevil
I is for Impassioned
N is for Nervy

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover
You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires. And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek. You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships. It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

You Are A Romantic.
You are more romantic than 90% of the population. You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

How's Your Attitude?

Your Attitude is Better than 60% of the Population.
60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

You Have A Type A- Personality.
You are one of the most balanced people around. Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want. You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.
When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back. Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male
Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head. Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?

You Are 80% Extrovert, 20% Introvert
You are as outgoing as they come. The life of the party, you're friends with everyone. You're a people person, and you are quite the entertainer. You love being around a crowd and acting spontaneously

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence
You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.
You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

How's Your Karma?

You Have Good Karma
In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

You Are 40% Left Brained, 60% Right Brained
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

What Is Your Love Number?

Your Love Number is 9
You are a peaceful person, and you tend to have calm, stable relationships. Connecting deeply is another skill of yours, and you tend to know lovers well.
Trusting and laid back, you are an easy person to love. Love can be a little blinding for you, so open your eyes a little more!

What Age Do You Act?

You Are 25 Years Old
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince)
(You are more dramatic than 30% of the population.)You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments. You know how to steal the spotlight...And how to act out to get your way. People around you know that you're good for a laugh. But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone. Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention.

How Cancer Are You?

You are 73% Cancer. Out of 62153 people the average score was 64%

How scary are you?

You Are Not Scary
Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

What Age Will You Die?

You Will Die at Age 67.
You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...And how you'll die as well.