PARTY BERBUKA PUASA

seronoknya ari ni.....kitorg buat party berbuka puasa...tadi, lepas pergi bank, trus ke fairmat utk beli barang2 masakan....aku kena buat puding honey dew ngan mangga. org lain, kena buat benda lain pulak...balik je dr bank, trus aku masak puding tu, pastu simpan dlm peti ais....bila dah kol 5 petang...kitorg pergi beli nasi kat kafe bawah hostel ni, sebab menu hari ni is nasi goreng....so, dah siap beli nasi, trus berkumpul di common room village 5B.

apa lagi, trus prepare la...loma ngan lela kena masak nasi goreng tu, before that diorg kena goreng telur dulu....pastu, aku ngan shai buat air, air nata de coco dan si pisah pulak masak cucur lemak manis yg ditaja oleh adabi.

tgk sronok2 masak guna hot plate...sah2la kena bergossip dgn citer2 hot terkini...tak sedar pun dah waktu buka puasa...apa lagi, semua org melantak la...abis semua, licin...kenyang sampai tak larat nak jalan....sahur jap lagi pun, nak masak2 jugak la....

best jugak main masak2 ni...dapat have fun sama2, takyah nak ke karaoke, atau tgk midnite movie...main masak2 ni pun enjoy gak, dpt together gether..

kalo dapat masak benda2 ni, sure meriah lagi...

DOIN NOTHING, TODAY

lot work have to be done but still doin nothing....what a lazy person i am...this damn graphs make me sick...so many datas need to be calculated and i just done half of it....

anyway, take a break with new eps of American Next Top Model Cycle 5!!! just watched the 6th eps...so sad Coryn was eliminated. i like her but maybe she got carried away, dealing with Lisa...damn that bitch!!! i hate Lisa but i have to accept that she always gave the best picture for every photoshoot....

still got time, rite ? i have to watch this new eps of Survivor Season 11, cannot wait for it....in this 5th eps,Yaxha defeated Nakum. Hey, Jamie!!! what's up...ur so slow and i am very dissappointed with u....poor stephanie...i hope she can stay longer in this game....in the imunity challenge, Nakum won and Yaxha had to face tribal council which end up, Blake was voted out!!! i like Blake. he's a sweet guy and he also tuff and strong, they picked the wrong person to be voted out...better for them to vote out that NFL player....damn!!!



now time to study and finished my assignment...adios

NON STOP PROJECTS

HAIH!!! dah abis satu project, ada lagi project lain plak dah sedia menunggu....skrg ni ada 2 projects...satu project petroleum exploration...haih pening kepala nak baca graph2 ni...kena interpret these logging and determine wether that well have oil or not...sound easy but very tedious...have to calculate one by one and refer to other graphs for answer...but that's not the exact answer yet, coz need to use that values and substitute in some equations, after that, u will the get the answer....

2nd project is about engineers in society...the proposal for the project have been approved by the lecturer and we chosed Biomass in Malaysia as our case study. This project is alot easier than the first one. Discussing about the ethics, management, development, OSHA, health & safety aspects and also the benefits and effects of the project to the civillians and environment. Both of the projects have to be submitted by this coming friday, 28th october and the presentation is after raya

but, malas sungguh nak buat...word malas tu susah sgt nak buang...bulan puasa ni, asyik nak tido je, kerja makan tido makan tido...bertambah naik la badan aku pasni...tu arr, skrg ni takleh nak malas dah...kena pastikan semua projects have to be completed by this coming wednesday...yes, kena bersungguh2...tp nak tido dulu la...

HATE THAT COMPUTER GAMES

I love to play computer games but rite now...i dont have time to play the games...my hard disk also full and cant even install a new computer game which requires more than 1 gb per game...but its ok, i still can play game that dont require too much space...such as pokemon and other gba games that can be played using pc (i'm childish guy, rite ?)...anyway, i dedicated my hard disk for mp3s and video clips...i have more than 60gb which i reserved for them...that's why i cant even install a game. i have 80gb hard disk only. 20gb for software and other for academic stuff.

but sometimes i hate computer games. computer games byk membawa masalah drpd keseronokan, lebih2 lagi..if u have housemates who love to play computer games so much. its ok for me if they want to play it, i dont care but sometime its irritate me when they like to shout to each other, althou they play the games with their own pc and in their own room....so, satu umah bising ngan pekikan dan jeritan..."ATTACK!!! FIGHT!!! KEPUNG, JAGA DEFENSE TU!!!" why they have to shout to each other ? just play the game, tak boleh ke ?

but i still can consider it coz i also listen to my mp3s with higher volume...yeah, i have to play it loud coz i cant even listen to it...so if they play the games loudly, i play my mp3s louder....they dont want to use headphone ?? what for ?? if u have a speaker which can produce sound like ur in cinema...no need to use headphone...

its really annoy me, when i want to study and concentrate on my academic works...it really distract me....i cant even understand what i have read because of the noisiness...it seem like they dont have any other thing to do other than play computer games...but, what can i say ? they're my housemates and i have to bear with it la....

haih...one more sem to go...then, i'm done with it...

kalo aku geram2 ni, ada aku sepit jugak karang!!!

I LOVE TO BE LOVED

Sudah agak lama, aku tak merasai perasaan cinta dan mencintai....but its just only a statement..nothing really happen in my life actually...only someone new, who came to my life and gimme this feeling...feeling which i want it so bad...loved and to be loved...but its not real love just temporary, in other words, one nite stand (could i consider it as love ?)

i have been single for 4 years and still single rite now, maybe single for 1 more year. its been busy lately and i dont have time for love...this feeling just fade away along with my hectic days...but come this person that remind me about that feeling that i miss so much....u know, perasaan ingin disayangi dan menyayangi...and pampered with love...manja2, gurau senda with someone that u like....honestly, that person is not my type and i'll never pick that person to be my partner...but i dont know why...i just play along with this "game" and i think i like it. maybe because i'm a desperate guy that really need someone to be with...i try to hide this desire but i cannot lie to myself...deep down inside i really miss a touch that will accompany me, calm me and make love to me....and accidentally that person came and fulfill my desire.

i know, that person like me and love to be with me but i cannot accept that person as special one...i think, its rude to say that person only a "tempat persinggahan" but i did do that to that person and i feel really guilty about it....i know, that i'm wrong but i cannot help it...i really need that feeling...i really want to love somebody and loved by somebody....i feel so sorry for that person.....and i feel sorry for myself too....i think, i have to do something and i dont want to let that person putting any hope on me...this is not gonna work out. i'm sorry that i dont love u and i cant love u...but i can play along with this "love game" if u still want me to be ur "partner" but i cant be ur lover...

PRE EDX

YESS!!!! pre edx dah pun berlalu. lega rasanya, mcm dah abis satu burden...anyway, i dont evet get any spot to the edx (engineering desogn exhibition), although i feel quite dissappointed but its ok...i have done my best but other contestants were much better than me and they deserved it...i'm also happy with my friends who are under same supervisor, can go through the final...but it doesnt mean that i cannot score A for this final year project....maybe i'm doing well in the poster presentation and i think my poster is too simple and maybe not too attractive for the judges...well, benda dah berlaku tak perlu disesalkan...i hope i still can get an A for this project based on my final report and oral presentation...but damn betul la!!!! final report nak submit lagi 2 minggu tp experiments tak habis2 lagi buat...asyik ada problems ngan equipment je...tensen betul..apalah aku nak tulis dlm report tu nnt...i have two experiments that i must run but only one experiments was completed. hope, this coming Monday, i can finish all the experiments and then work on the final report....

final exam just around the corner!!!!the exam will start on 14th november and i have my first paper on first day exam...i'm so lucky!!!! and the paper is math...i really hate math but this vector calculus is not really difficult as compared to differential equations which i hate the most (god damn it!!! i have to repeat that paper more than one!!!) my aim is 3 pointer this semester!!!! hope can reach it and i can continue my scholarship with PETRONAS. poor me...but no need to feel sorry coz its my own fault. sapa suruh tak belajar rajin2!!!yes, dah siap ni. jom kita ke library. STUDY!!!

haih tak sampai sebulan pun nak final exam ni...tapi still relAx2 je, main2...mmg tak reti nak insaf...ni pun still ada masa nak tulis2 blog ni...bukan apa, dah lama tak update...rasa jeles gak tgk blog org lain yg femes dan ramai org baca...tp tak kisahla...sbb blog ni pun aku just tulis for fun je...tadela nak jd femes ke apa...susah pulak nnt, tak pasal2 masuk mastika (bodoh betul la mastika tu, dah tade isu lain ke nak tulis...asyik2 isu pasal sex je...nampak sgt dah tade idea...sgt murahan...haih, dah jd downgrade ke skrg ni ? aku dulu peminat setia mastika...tp sejak isu2 ntah apa2 kat mastika ni..aku rs muak nak baca..baik mastika tukar nama lain je...pastu cover majalah tu, letak gambar org beromen...dah balik2 isu tu je nak tulis)

itu mmg aku tak paham...kenapa nak sibuk2 jgn hal tepi kain org ? mmg itu tanggungjawab bersama cegah maksiat...betul la tu...tp takkanla sampai personal blog dalam internet pun nak jd mangsa sasaran ? internet ni kan free, bebas utk org tulis apa pun....dah mmg camtu lifestyle diorg, dan itu yg diorg nak tulis...yg mastika sibuk2 ni kenapa la ? nampak sgt, dok kat opis tu...dok surf blog2 org..pastu buat ulasan, ulasan bagus2 takpe...ni siap kutuk2....blog tu kan, mcm diari online...suka ati diorg la...kalo tak suka baca, takyah baca...ni tak, nak condem diorg plak...aku sgt tak puas hati..aku tau bukan aku yg terlibat but aku rs mcm tak adil kan ?? org2 tu tulis blog utk kwn2 dia baca...nak share thoughts ngan org2 yg dpt menerima dan memahami...yg diorg totally "outsiders" tp saja nak buat havoc tu, kenapa ? mcm masuk rumah org, tapi buat kurang ajar...aku lebih mastika yg lama, org2 lama...org baru tu, sgt ntah hapa2, nak glemer je lebih...

kenapa aku bebel psl mastika ni ? tade efek pun kat aku apa yg mastika buat tu...tapi aku rasa rugila, sbb my mom still beli majalah tu utk family...aku pulak rasa malu nak baca mastika tu dpn family...sbb dah nampak macam majalah explicit...cuma elok sikit je, sbb ada ruangan2 renungan agama, kalo tak...sama je mcm majalah sampah yg lain...baik i ask my mom, stop buying mastika but gimme that money for me to buy men's health ataupun maxit (magazine psl computer) lagi byk faedahnya....leh la aku dpt six pack dan jadi mahir psl kompueter....

kesimpulannya, takyala bazir duit beli magazine bhs melayu ni...suka sgt tulis benda ntah hapa2....lebih baik aku beli majalah rasa (majalah pasal masakan) atau majalah anjung seri...leh gak aku masak2 sambil hias rumah...dan aku tak rasa malu nak hadiahkan majalah an-nur kat mak dan adik pompuan aku...

kalau posing maut mcm Toccara ni, macam mana ? masuk Mastika gak ke ? Aku suka dia, confident and comfortable with herself

SELAMAT BERPUASA

SELAMAT BERPUASA DIUCAPKAN KEPADA SEMUA...perbanyakkan ibadat semoga bertambah pahala yg dikumpul dan termasuk dalam golongan orang2 yang bertakwa

puasa, puasa jugak....aurat kena jaga :)