well, nothing much to say today. in this internship period, i feel very happy coz i dont need to think about tests, tutorial, assignments and also exams...just go to work, punch the card before 730am and go back home when its 430pm....and this is the routine for one whole sem...yeah, the internship is cool but rite now nothing much to do and i feel so damn bored...lucky me, today i have one meeting to attend..at least i have something to do than just sitting on my cozy chair...the meeting is about HSE planning for 2006, the meeting going well although byk benda yg aku tak phm and need to learn more bout that...i keep that in my mind
just now, baru je browse thru some of my friends' profiles kat freiendster...some of them have change a lot in past 5 years after school...have great job, beautiful girlfriend, handsome boyfriend..get married and have a child already...what a big surprise for me.....for 5 years, so many things happen feel soooo left out...but itulah kehidupan...
sometimes, aku rs envy ngan diorg...semuanya mcm berlaku seperti apa yg diorg nak, seperti apa yg diorg rancang...and things run smoothly...for me, langit tidak selalunya cerah...ada je something yg menghalang dan sometimes gimme burden and problems...that i cant get what i want...i'm soo envy and jealous...bilala masanya utk aku pulak ?
inferior is one thing...watching them succeed and get nice job make me worry..am i able to be like them...life is so sad
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