SUDAH HAMPIR 5 A.M TAPI AKU MASIH BELUM TIDO. NTAHLA...AKU TAKLEH NAK TIDO. BADAN RASA LETIH TAPI MATANYA TAK MAU PEJAM. LEPAS SEBATANG KE SEBATANG ROKOK AKU ISAP NAMUN TAK GAK MAU LELAP MATA INI.
SURF INTERENT PUN DAH JADI SATU PERKARA YANG MEMBOSANKAN. GULING2 ATAS KATIL PUN JADI SATU PERKARA YANG SIA2. HMMM, AKU KENA SINDROM "TAKLEH NAK TIDO KALO TEMPAT BARU". AKU SELALU KENA BENDA CAMTU, BILA G OUTSTATION ATAU KE TEMPAT ORG DAN TIDO KAT TMPT YG TAK BIASA. HOTEL NI, AKU BARU FIRST TIME TRY. BUKAN TAK SELESA CUMA TAKE TIME FOR ME TO FEEL COMFORTABLE.
HMM, MAYBE AKU KENA INSOMNIA MALAM NI. ADA KE INSOMNIA, SATU MALAM JE ? TAK KISAHLA, ASALKAN TAKLEH NAK TIDO, AKU LABEL AS INSOMNIA. MAYBE AKU TERINGAT KAT BABY KOT. APA YANG DIA BUAT SKRG NI ? FOR SURE LA, DIA DAH TIDO KAN.
HMM, SUPPOSE BABY TEMANKAN AKU MALAM NI, KAT KEMAMAN NI....TAPI KEADAAN TAK MENGIZINKAN. DIA PUN KURANG SIHAT. KALO DIA IKUT AKU, NNT SAPA NAK TENGOK2KAN DIA, TIME AKU G KERJA. AKU PAHAM TU.....TAPI, AKU STILL BERHARAP YANG DIA ADA KAT SBLH AKU SKRG NI. TADELAH RASA KESEORANGAN, MLM NI. WELL, I JUST BEING SELFISH, AM I ?
BEING ATTACHED REALLY TAUGHT ME THE FEELING OF MISSING SOMEONE. BEFORE THIS, I DONT REALLY CARE BOUT THIS MISERABLE FEELING BUT NOW, IS DIFFERENT. I REALLY MISS MY BABY NOW. FOR TONIGHT, I GUESS...I AM IMSONIA OVER MY BABY. BECAUSE OF MY BABY, I CANT SLEEP.
P/S : ABG SAJA TANAK REPLY SMS BABY SBB ABG STILL RASA SEDIH DAN TERKILAN NGAN BABY. SAJA NAK CARI TIME & SPACE SIKIT FOR COOLING DOWN TIME. TAPI, LEPAS DOK SORG2 KAT BILIK NI, ABG RASA GUILTY KAT BABY. MAAFKAN ABG, BABY. MAYBE I FORCE U TOO HARD, BUT IT JUST TO SHOW YOU THAT I LOVE U AND CARE U SO MUCH, EVERY DAY AND EVERY NIGHT.
SURF INTERENT PUN DAH JADI SATU PERKARA YANG MEMBOSANKAN. GULING2 ATAS KATIL PUN JADI SATU PERKARA YANG SIA2. HMMM, AKU KENA SINDROM "TAKLEH NAK TIDO KALO TEMPAT BARU". AKU SELALU KENA BENDA CAMTU, BILA G OUTSTATION ATAU KE TEMPAT ORG DAN TIDO KAT TMPT YG TAK BIASA. HOTEL NI, AKU BARU FIRST TIME TRY. BUKAN TAK SELESA CUMA TAKE TIME FOR ME TO FEEL COMFORTABLE.
HMM, MAYBE AKU KENA INSOMNIA MALAM NI. ADA KE INSOMNIA, SATU MALAM JE ? TAK KISAHLA, ASALKAN TAKLEH NAK TIDO, AKU LABEL AS INSOMNIA. MAYBE AKU TERINGAT KAT BABY KOT. APA YANG DIA BUAT SKRG NI ? FOR SURE LA, DIA DAH TIDO KAN.
HMM, SUPPOSE BABY TEMANKAN AKU MALAM NI, KAT KEMAMAN NI....TAPI KEADAAN TAK MENGIZINKAN. DIA PUN KURANG SIHAT. KALO DIA IKUT AKU, NNT SAPA NAK TENGOK2KAN DIA, TIME AKU G KERJA. AKU PAHAM TU.....TAPI, AKU STILL BERHARAP YANG DIA ADA KAT SBLH AKU SKRG NI. TADELAH RASA KESEORANGAN, MLM NI. WELL, I JUST BEING SELFISH, AM I ?
BEING ATTACHED REALLY TAUGHT ME THE FEELING OF MISSING SOMEONE. BEFORE THIS, I DONT REALLY CARE BOUT THIS MISERABLE FEELING BUT NOW, IS DIFFERENT. I REALLY MISS MY BABY NOW. FOR TONIGHT, I GUESS...I AM IMSONIA OVER MY BABY. BECAUSE OF MY BABY, I CANT SLEEP.P/S : ABG SAJA TANAK REPLY SMS BABY SBB ABG STILL RASA SEDIH DAN TERKILAN NGAN BABY. SAJA NAK CARI TIME & SPACE SIKIT FOR COOLING DOWN TIME. TAPI, LEPAS DOK SORG2 KAT BILIK NI, ABG RASA GUILTY KAT BABY. MAAFKAN ABG, BABY. MAYBE I FORCE U TOO HARD, BUT IT JUST TO SHOW YOU THAT I LOVE U AND CARE U SO MUCH, EVERY DAY AND EVERY NIGHT.
12 comments:
Hahaha... Aku dah kata.. Aku nak tengok sampai bila bertahan.
well, u can laugh your heart out. i dont take any negative thoughts.
its a norm, in a relationship has its ups and downs.
if, tomorrow will be the end...i will not regret at all coz i have the most wonderful lover and i am happy for what i have.
but, i believe, it will last longer than tomorrow.
thanks for being my time bomb, pemerhati bebas. i dont know, whether you are a person who loves to see things fall apart.
izzu take care...kekalkan relation tu k...i know u syg sgt kat die...tgk cara pun dah tahu...take it as positive...
=)
thanks konar for your understanding and support :D
la cian xley tdoo
bila you break nnti, i nk tekel you..you byk peminat tau, cuma keadaan dan masa tk mengizinkan utk berjumpa..been following you since kt G4M
kannn... hubungan takda pasang surut tu hubungan tak tak healthty!! matilamak nak cari gaduh je kan.... mrasa!!!!
i accept that as an advice, ciksal
ttp nk jd ignition kan
i biasa2 je, tak menarik. i tatau pun sapa yg minat i. thanks di atas pujian cik anonymous
kan..
sangat2 susah..
bila da ada org syg..dikatanya paksa..
ur baby is soooo lucky person..
ubat apa u beli? gamogen? **pose pintu besar iklan gamogen**
i yg da seminggu demam, sakit tekak n 3hb ni nak exam..jgn kata gamogen..oksigen yg pcuma ni pun dia sedut abis2an utk dia..
kan?
kalau ikut dari apa yg u taip..sah2 la u x salah, x perlu la nyesal..
just bg dia masa..
utk fikir,
dan cuba jauhi dia utk beberapa waktu..
hehe..
cadangan sajek~
coz i pun melara jiwa jugak
haha
erm..bagusla ada orang jagakan..dari kita tak ada orang amik peduli..
bila tiba masanya, akan hadir insan yang sudi menerima kita seadanya dan menyayangi kita sepenuh jiwa
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