U have been unfair to me. U don’t have time for me when I really need my best friend.
i always be there for you regardless of what kind relationship that u have.
But, I understand ur situation. U already settle down and u have other commitments to focus on and I cant be selfish.
maybe u don’t realize that I am the last person in our circle that involve with relationship. U and A even “changed” partner for more than once. (kapel sebulan tak kira sbg relationship). I even saw the process and always stand by both of you throughout the time. (I believe, A don’t even need me to be the crying shoulder since he is the strongest link and he has the ability of emotion compartmentalizing. Even, I never see A's tears. maybe coz i need him to always be my crying shoulder. i am selfish, rite ?)
As a comparison, this is my first relationship that I can consider as real. Living together for about one year and we broke up on the 23rd of September 2010, which is 1 year and 23 days before it end. That is why, I really need my best friends' shoulder to cry on. Maybe all of us have our own commitments which make things more difficult. I cant run easily to u or A, to cry out loud, just like before.
Maybe, both of u already bosan ngan benda2 mcm ni, since korg berdua dah melaluinya lebih awal. But it is unfair to me since both of u don’t give me the chance to feel what u already felt before. Maybe it is too late since all of us already 28years old and forgive me if I just having this experience at this age. It sound nonsense and funny since this is coming from me, the one who previously not believe in relationship.