DESPAIR

KZN: nk tanya cket.....
KZN: do u know...
KZN: that u have tarnished ur dignity???
KZN: why?
izzu: i know
izzu: and its a mistake
KZN: why do such a thing..
KZN: i dont like that...
izzu: da things happens unintentionally
izzu: just for private collection
izzu: but ada org share dlm network
KZN: people will change their perception toward u...
izzu: i know
izzu: and i know, why u keep ur distance away from me
KZN: please .....
KZN: dont share that file..
KZN: delete it if possible..
izzu: benda tu semua dibuat suka2, kat dlm bilik
izzu: of coz, i wont share dat clip
izzu: but someone else
izzu: dia pun ada clip tu jugak
izzu: and i already talk face 2 face with him
KZN: i dont like ur frenz..
izzu: why he did such things to me
izzu: and he said dat, that thing happen unintentionally
izzu: its embarassing
izzu: dats why, i distance myself first before u did dat to me
KZN: what kind of behaviour is that?
KZN: what i have done?
izzu: as u said, u dont like wut had happened recently
izzu: so, i think its better to distance myself form u
izzu: since u have some reputation to maintain
izzu: well, its ok and i already noted
KZN: no..i just knew it a moment ago..
izzu: and, i'm sorry if dat clip, change ur perception towards me
KZN: i never say that..
izzu: u dont really know me that well
izzu: if u know, who i am, of coz u dont even wanna make fren with me and dont bother hang out with me
izzu: but, its ok i understand
KZN: delete it..and stop being that way..
izzu: coz, i know, sooner or later, u will find out
KZN: i dont like ur frenz..
KZN: why them?
izzu: already delete it
izzu: well, itu la my frens
KZN: please find one that benefit u..
izzu: i know, that u wont like my frens
izzu: but, i know them, much longer than i know u
KZN: not the one that tarnish u..
izzu: i dont know how to explain to u
KZN: no problem to be with them..
KZN: but please be yourself..
izzu: altho, they had done something terrible to me, but they're still my frens
izzu: i'm being myself
izzu: maybe u dont know me dat well, but if u want to hate me and dislike me, its up to u, i dont have any right to change ur mind
KZN: i dont hate u..
izzu: well, benda dah berlaku
KZN: keep ur images clean.
KZN: and ask them to change..
izzu: i already delete it but the clip keep on spreading
KZN: be a human being..!!
izzu: so, wut can i do
izzu: i'm a human being
KZN: human makes mistakes.
KZN: so..u know wht to do..
izzu: well, if u wanna use harsh words to me, i understand that
izzu: so, takpela
KZN: dh la..lupekan la..
izzu: at least, i know
KZN: have a new page..
izzu: tq for da friendship
KZN: sorry if i am to much..
KZN: i respect u..
KZN: but please....
izzu: better we just keep distance from each other
KZN: i dun want to rspect u just for a day...a month..or a year..
KZN: but forever..
KZN: remember that...
izzu: at least, u dont get bad influence from me, and ur image and reputation will not be tarnished
izzu: tq, for keep dat respect with me, really appreciate dat
KZN: dah..dah..
KZN: sy tkde ape2..
izzu: sem dah nak abis, lagi sebulan lebih, lepas ni kita tak jumpa dah. so u have nothing to worry.
izzu: people takkan kutuk2 lagi, if ur my fren since i'm no longer in utp
izzu: and then, life will goes on normally as before
KZN: why say that?
KZN: of course our memory will be there..
KZN: it's u...
izzu: this thing really stressed me out, make me feel depressed
KZN: who may forget me..
KZN: no...
KZN: dont let it be so..
izzu: when i know, ur reaction, MFW's reaction towards me, its realy dissappointing me
KZN: i dun thing he knows...
KZN: but....Daus knows it//
KZN: and he is the one who tell me..
izzu: really ? i think, everbody know.
KZN: myB..
izzu: ist not surprising, when daus mcm nak tak nak ckp je with me
KZN: bad things always spread fast
izzu: i think, i have lost everything
izzu: i think, this is the end
izzu: anyway, tq for da frenship
KZN: yes..this is the end...
KZN: for that thing.
KZN: but a new page..
KZN: for u to step forward.
KZN: a new page for u...
KZN: to write the best story of u..
izzu: i think, kita tak payah berkawan lagi
izzu: i'm the bad guy and ur the good one
izzu: we're not suitable to be frens
izzu: tq for da advice
KZN: why say that?
KZN: dont u love me as your frenz?
KZN: or at least as your brother?
KZN: i am not a good person too..
KZN: people have their own black history..
KZN: so I am..
KZN: it is just that..
KZN: we need to be better..
KZN: just be as usual..
KZN: i understand ur situation..
KZN: and u already regret it..
KZN: it's already ok..
izzu: i do love u as my fren and i do love u as my brother, but it hurt to know, that i cant be ur good fren nor ur good brother. i feel ashamed wit myself and i dont know how can i ever face u again. yup, it did tarnished my dignity. i'm sorry, if i am being such a terrible person.

p/s : abaikan kesalahan tatabahasa