RENUNGAN UNTUK HARI INI

ini adalah BERDASARKAN KAJIAN 25 TAHUN DATO' DR. FADZILLAH KAMSAH

kriteria atau sifat org2 yg lahir dlm bulan JULAI. bilan lain, aku tak kisahla...sbb aku lahir dlm bulan julai je....

Sangat seronok didamping
Banyak berahsia dan sukar dimengerti terutamanya
lelaki
Agak pendiam kecuali diransang
Ada harga dan maruah diri
Tak suka menyusahkan orang lain tapi tidak marah
apabila disusahkan
Mudah dipujuk dan bercakap lurus
Sangat menjaga hati orang lain
Sangat peramah
Emosi sangat mendalam tapi mudah terluka hatinya
berjiwa sentimental
jarang berdendam
mudah memaafkan tapi sukar melupakan
tidak suka benda remeh-temeh
membimbing cara fizikal dan mental
sgt peka, caring dan mengasihi serta penyayang
layanan yg serupa dgn semua orang
tinggi daya simpati
pemerhatian yg tajam
suka menilai org lain dgn pemerhatian
mudah dan rajin belajar
suka muhasabah diri
suka megenangkan peristiwa atau kawam lama
suka mendiamkan diri
suka duduk dirumah
suka tunggu kawan tapi tak cari kawan
tak agresif kecuali terpaksa
lemah dari segi kesihatan perut
mudah gemuk kawal tak kawal diet
minta disayangi
mudah terluka hati tapi lambat pulih
terlalu mengambil berat
rajin dalam membuat kerja

p/s : macam ada kena gak la sikit2 ngan aku

Exam Just Around The Corner

Final exam makin dekat....satu apa tak study lagi....bukan saja makin dekat tp lagi seminggu nak exam. hayooo, hayooo, hayooo....gila la gila....takutnye!!! aku tak suka final exam....tapi, nak buat camne....student mesti tak dpt dipisahkan oleh exam....start ari ni...saat egnting ni...aku akan struggle sehabis baik....
takut la takut...tak score sem ni, abis la aku....tak tau nak buat apa....dahla, aku ada 4 paper berturut2....

mls dah nak tulis...nak study plak

I LOVE U SO MUCH ANDY LAU

aku baru je abis layan movie baru lakonan andy lau. cite dia best walaupun sikit penin utk memahaminye...tajuk filem tu adalah JIANG HU.



cite pasal geng2 gengster cina....dahla, jacky cheung pun berlakon gak....edison chen pun ada, he's soooo cute. but cite dia penin gak nak paham...aku bagi 3.5 stars utk filem ni....aku lebih suka kalo andy lau berlakon citer komedi romantik.....well, kalo yuol, tak tgk lagi...sila tonton ye...

Sakitnya Tangan Ni....

smlm, aku ada class aikido...cam biasala, trening 2 jam...dr kol 9 mlm hinggala 11 mlm.....lps abis je trening....trus tangan dan badan aku sakit2....mana taknya, kena buat pumping 50 kali dgn gaya posisi tgn yg berbeza....kena guna penumbuk la, kena guna dua jri la...kena twist pergelangan tangan ke belakang la....hayoooo, aku nak pumping 10 kali pun tak larat...inikan, 50 kali....badan je besar tapi tangan tak kuat...
sampai skrg, aku rasa sakit lagi, lengan aku ni....aku mmg tak tahan nak buat pumping byk2.....tgn ni pun...dah patah banyak kali....lps abis trening, nak mandi pun tangan rasa lenguh yg amat sgt....nak sabun badan pun tak larat...nak lap badan pun tak larat.....
setiap kali trening aikido....mesti badan aku sakit2....ok gak..plg kurg....adalah jugak aku bereksesais...tapi, bila balik....mesti tido mampos trus...tak sedar apa dah....
disebabkan klass aikido ni...aku termiss rancangan feveret aku...MALAYSIAN IDOL. akhirnya, si andrew kuar....YES!!! aku tak suka dia...suara tak best....dahla menyanyi pun cam org tgh high je....sepatutnya, dr awal2 lagi dia tak patut jadi finalis utk MALAYSIAN IDOL. poor jac...jadi bottom 2...takpe jac, i have faith on you...u will be the very first MALAYSIAN IDOL....i will buy ur album, absolutely... nampaknya, kol 7 ptg ni, kenala bertenggek dpn tv....tv apa ? tv3 ye adik2...

MY FAVOURITE SONG......

Lagu ni sungguh bermakna bagi aku.....aku dengar lagu ni...boleh nangis...mungkin aku ni jenis jiwang sgt kot...but this song mmg best...

If I Ain’t Got You

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what’s within
And I’ve been there before
But that life’s a bore
So full of the superficial

Chorus:
Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
with no one who truly cares for me

Chorus:
Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you, yeah

Outro:
If I ain’t got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I ain’t got you with me baby

I will be an idol

our first Malaysian Idol, Jaclyn Victor

yes....i'm back bebeh!! now we had reach to the end of the mid-sem break...well, tomorrow, my class will start as usual....my day will start with a test. Owh, wut a miserable life. I have to wake up early to prepare for the test. The test is at 9am. of coz, rite now...the syllabus still not covered all. just half of it. (half ke? rasa macam baru 2 chapter, tu pun tak abis lagi)


winner for AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 1, Kelly Clarkson

well, just take a break from that headache. chatting, movies and also surfig the internet will release ur tension. Just now, the sweetest thing; the movie that i watched; its very funny and sweet. cameron diaz, christina applegate and selma blair, were 3 girls in the film. they were so funny and hillarious. aku ketawa macam org gila tadi....


winner for POP IDOL SEASON 1, Will Young

skrg ni, dah abis tgk movie....aku tgh nak upload lagu yg aku nyanyi kat website pulak. hehehehe, mesti org ingat aku berangan. aku peduli apa. yang penting kat website tu; "www.beanidol.com" mmg best. Lagu first yang aku anta dah naik rank. dari tiada bintang, dah dpt 8.5 bintang. heheheh, bangga gak aku. aku upload lagu bunga bunga cinta yang aku nyanyi duet gan misha omar. buakn main2 tu...bukan senang nak duet ngan misha omar. aku selamba rileks je nyanyi ngan misha omar. lagu kedua ni pulak aku duet ngan fazley....kalo korang nak dgr lagu yg aku nyanyi....masukla website tu, dan donlod....jgn lupa bagi bintang byk2 kat lagu aku tu. nampaknya, ini adalah latihan untuk aku masuk malaysian idol second season nanti. vote for me, okeh!!!

pelbagai jenis muka boleh dibuat ketika menyanyi

Aku Tak Suka Demam!!!

ah dekat seminggu aku tak update blog aku...mls pulak tetiba...tapi bila time nak update...demam la pulak....hayoooo....aku tak suka demam...dah 2hari aku demam ni. demam kekura kot...sekejap panas, sekejap sejuk....malam tadi...badan aku panas ya amat...tadi, aku baru je telan panadol soulbe aku yg ketiga.....tak baik gak demam nik by tomorrow....aku nak mogok....tak mau mkn seharian...jadi ke mogok tu ? heheheh, tapi mmg la aku takde selera nak makan...tadi pun, makan separuh pinggan...aku telan je....tak rasa apa....semuanya rasa pahit dan tawar tapi daging kat ali tu, still rasa pedas la....nak makan pisang yg pae bagi pun....tak lalu....simpan je dulu buat kenang kenangan...ahahahah....bila aku dah sembuh, baru aku makan. bagus jgak kalo ilang selere makan ni....so, aku tak mkn byk...nnt leh la slim....barula senang nak tackle org....tadi aku tgk pae nampak macho je....yelah, org masuk ironman kan, badan pun solid....tapi aku nak masuk mr universe...boleh ke ? ahahahah. dah baik demam ni, barula aku nak bukak buku baca2 sikit....ala, dua tiga hari ni pun...satu helai muka surat pun tak bukak...mmg pemalas...aku nak tido dulu la...harap2, bila bangun...dah baik demam....boleh gi pasar malam...usha2 org...

Hayooo, hayooo, hayooo, meow~~

hayooo, hayooo, hayooo...ptg karang ada test Engineering, economics and entrepreneurship (EEE). Satu apa tak baca (study) lagi. Nila, berlengah lengah, tangguh-tangguh...end up satu apa pun tak prepare. So How ?? Ni pun, aku tgh sibuk nak siap kan assignment Separation 2 ni. Tu pun, tangguh-tangguh gak...hayooo, hayooo, hayooo...Mujurlah boleh copy, paste, copy semula, hantar dan baru paham...hehehe. Malasnya aku sem ni....Lps mid sem ni mmg kena berubah...i have to do something...kalo tak, mau aku under prob nanti...hayooo, hayooo, hayooo..Ni pun, sempat lagi menulis kat blog. Mujurla assignment work in pair...so, aku cuma buat part copy paste dan graph manakala partner aku buat bhg esei....sikit lagi nak siap. Ni pun mengantuk lagi. Lps baca esei "2%" tadi...terus aku tak jadi nak tido balik walaupun aku bgn ketika sudah luput waktunya...hayooo, hayooo, hayooo....tapi walaupun aku tak mandi lagi...aku still dikelilingi bau bauan harum...ada room fragrance la, blue hyppo lemon la...juga tidak ketinggalan collection perfumes...yg boleh dipakai umpama ko nak mandi wajib (camne tu ? mesti aku byk perfumes...ahaha, saja nak berlagak).
Hayooo, hayooo, hayooo, meow~~ meow~~ meow~~ penin penin...harusla nnt kena buat network utk test EEE ni. Tapi still kena study...kang karang, soalan yg pejam mata pun boleh jawab, tak terjawab nnt. Sikit lagi siapkan esemen ni...dan pastu tido jap biar rasa refresh, rejuvenate...barula study sungguh2 EEE ni....hampeh tol!! Aku selalu ilang ingatan pasal bab assignment...yela, kata dah sekelas ngan junior...kalo ko tak bersungguh tanya budak2 junior ni....ada kena left out...mujurla connection aku baik...so, aku tade masalah walaupun aku sekelas ngan junior...diorg treat aku ok...aku pun treat diorg ok gak...penting beb!!! dok kat utp ni, tak jaga connection, tak buat baik ngan org, susah nak idup....tak kirala org tu tak ko suka ke tak tapi still kena menten profesional, kena gak buat baik....yes, masa ni la perlu gunakan teknik hipokrit...sbb ko tak suka org tu tapi kena gak buat baik coz u have no choice....sng je caranya...be profesional!!! mana tahu, satu hari nanti...bila org2 tu dah kenal ko camne, dah selesa ngan ko...dia pun suka kat ko....i mean suka style ko, gaya ko, cara ko...dan tak malu kawan ngan ko...so, sapa yg untung ?? AKU GAK YG UNTUNG!!! peace to the world....
Apa aku melalut ni ?? dah dah dah...siapkan assignment dan study la oii...ko nak buat pengajian 10 tahun ke nanti ??? tak mau! tak mau! tak mau! hayooo, hayooo, hayooo, meow~~ meow~~ meow~~
(bunyi meow~~ ditujukan khas kepada org yg pernah gunakan nick kucing kucing.......heheheh, jgn marah, kalo marah cepat tua)

2%

Waking up early to study Engineering Economics that the textbook I haven't ever touch before, I made my way to the V3 men's surau to pray Subuh bil jama'ah. One sad-but-true tip; whenever you hear the Subuh azan and feel like going to the surau to perform prayer, go 15 minutes AFTER the azan. Betcha people will still be waiting for others to come and won't iqamah yet. Lembab la diorang ni. I recall my secondary school days when we did just like that, until one ustaz yelled to the muazzin from the back, "Hah, tunggu apa lagi?!"

There's one thing that never fails to annoy me whenever I go to the surau for Subuh prayer - SMELLY BRATS. 2% of the jama'ah stinks. I hate this 2%. They're the ones who don't brush their teeth and have bad breath and just go to the surau. They're the ones who probably wear pyjama and last night's pelikat and just go to the surau. They're the ones who don't spray nice scent and just go to the surau. They're the ones who suck. They're the ones who downgrade female's general perception and point-of-view towards male. And they're just 2% (roughly alright) of the male population in UTP. They deserve three words from me (as for today la) -> Y.O.U. F.U.C.K.I.N.G. B.A.S.T.A.R.D.S.

See, even human-being cannot accept them and feels irritated to make the saf besides them. Now how could they consider that God will like them and will be happy to accept their ibadah? I've been thinking on how to tell this 2% that they gotta do some simple things to make big changes in the way they represent themselves in front of God, but damn, I still can't think of the best way to educate them. Oh no, this 2% have been living for 20+ years and they still need to be taught on brushing their teeth and wearing nice clothes + scent! The strange this is, this 2% boleh pulak appear nice and wangi whenever they go to class, watching movie at TGV and dating their girlfriends...eh, do they have one? Oh, seriously they deserve this -> Y.O.U. F.U.C.K.I.N.G. B.A.S.T.A.R.D.S.

Well, at least they manage to pray. Pergi surau lagi tu (clap-clap-standing-ovation), while many others still terbongkang and only wake up at noon. But honestly, since they make it through, why don't they make it perfect?

Merdeka! Merdeka!

Merdeka kali ni disambut ngan tergesa gesa tanpa perancangan....sgt kelam kabut...kebiasaannya...hari merdeka akan disambut di kl...bergumbira ngan nyanyian dr artis hip hop dpn starhill...kali ni, merdeka disambut di Lumut...dah cukup ahli2....terus bertolak ke Lumut kol 10.30...hayooo...ada 4 road block ari ni....sgt menyusahkan... apa yg polis2 ni cari...aku pun tak tau...sampai kat Lumut, park kat Esplanade...turun je keta...berlari2 anak...org dah jerit merdeka dah....mana taknya...traffic jam rupanya...last sekali rasa "sentap" dan pissed off....terus blah slps berjln2 di taman....konon2, nak cari tempat karaoke kat manjung...last2 sekali, salah jln.... (nampak sgt aku dah nyanyuk...dah lupa jln nak ke tempat karaoke)...geram sgt sbb plan tak menjadi....trus ke ipoh je....bayangkan...dr UTTP-->Lumut, kemudian Lumut-->Ipoh....hayoooo!!! sampai kat Ipoh terus ke Y2K...tak kira, kena clubbin gak...baru puas hati aku....tapi sampai sana dah dekat kol 2 pagi...baru menari beberapa lagu...sudah nak tutup....keji la keji....baru kol 3 lebih....sbbb ada polis, kata waiter kat Y2K tu...so, terus ke restoren salam kat greentown....melantak kat situ...lapa siott...mana taknya....semalam tak mkn...dah pukul $ pagi lebih...terus balik UTP...sampai dlm kol 5 pagi lebih....ni, aku baru siap mandi la ni...jap lagi, terus tido..kiranya plan kali ni...biasa2 jela...tak melethop sgt....anyway...MERDEKA!

Pak Guard Scenarios

Thanks for adding me as the contributor. Well, here's something to laugh at; the best real-life scenarios of UTP pak guards, taken from UTP Grapevine. Have fun!

Scenario 1: Hair
A male student who got his hair colored was about to be summoned by the pak guard.

Student: Err pakcik, saye sakit ni...tu yang rambut jadi kaler ni. Dah lama dah sakit macam ni... (dalam hati tak tau nak kontrol gelak macam mana)

The student eventually got away with the saman.

Scenario 2: Parking
How to avoid your car from being summoned whenever you park at illegal parking space: -

“Letakkan ketas A4 bertulis 'kereta rosak' di depan cermin kereta anda.”

Scenario 3: Smoking at Building 2
Pak Guard: Awak tau tak kat sini tak boleh hisap rokok?
Student: Oooo ni rokok special pakcik, ubat asma saya nih. (sambil buat muka bersungguh-sungguh)

Pak Guard: Ooo camtu ke? Mintak sebatang Mild-7 tu boleh? Pakcik pun asma jugak ni.

And they smoked together at the back of building 2.

Note from the student: Don’t do this to Saffai (the most fucked-up pak guard) since rumors has it that he only smokes Gudang Garam and he's just plain fucker.

Scenario 4: Matric Card at Main Gate (1)
Pak Guard: Minta kad metrik.

Student: Kad metrik takde lah...hilang.

Pak Guard: (Teruskan berborak dan bertanya).

Student: (Teruskan menjawab soalan-soalan daripada pak guard)

Pak Guard: Duduk di village mana?Student: V3D

Pak Guard: Oh, ok...jalan.

When scenario 4 happened, V3D has been occupied by female students. The student in this scenario is a male. The pak guard in this scenario is plain stupid.

Scenario 5: Matric Card at Main Gate (2)
Pak Guard: Mana kad metrik?
Student: Saya ada repot polis yang saya punya kad metrik kena curi. Nak saya tunjukkan report tu? (sambil membuka glove box)
Pak Guard: Oh, saya ada dengar kes tu. Takpe, takpe. Jalan, jalan.

Huh?

Scenario 6: Matric Card at Main Gate (3)
Pak Guard: Mana kad metrik?
Student: Tak bawak la pakcik.

Pak Guard: Bagi saya IC.

Student: Pun tak bawak. (Sebenarnya bawa…)

Pak Guard: Apa yang awak bawa?

Student: Saya bawa teka-teki je. Kalau pakcik boleh jawab, saya sanggup kena saman dua kali ganda. Kalau tak, tak perlu la kot.

Pak Guard: Aaaaa? (terkejut, tapi dalam hati - menarik gak) Apa dia?

Student: Apakah dia kecik hitam berpeluh? (dengan senyum simpul)

Pak Guard tak dapat jawab. So, selamatlah the student. I doubt scenario 6 really happened. Anyway if it really did happen, then the respective pak guard is really a fool!

Kerinduan terubat jua

hmm....lama aku menanti nak chat ngan dia....yelah, dia kata 2 minggu dia bz giler sampai tak sempat nak online yahoo messenger...so, skrg...mlm ini dan saat ini...aku tgh chat ngan dia....happy sungguh rasa hatiku..berbunga bunga.....kerinduan terubat jua walaupun dia jauh di mata namun dekat di hati...namun, skrg bukan masa yg sesuai utk bertemu mata....tunggula masa yg sesuai nnt....bila aku dan dia sudah bersedia....dua jiwa akan menyatu (jiwang karat la pulak).....hilan sudah rindu dendam 2 minggu ni....

Nampak bergaya dgn baju aikido

hari ni adalah klas ketiga utk aikido...best!!! aku suka aikido....aikido buat aku relax dan masa ni la peluang tuk aku bersukan....kalo tak, dok melepak kat bilik...chatting atau tido je....aku rasa nampak segak bergaya ngan baju aikido ni...uhh~~ selesa....tapi penat jugakla aikido ni...lari sana sini...pastu kena "duduk di antara dua sujud"....dah la, duduk camtu lama lama...sgt lenguh ye...kebas kaki aku....tapi apa pun....mmg best!!! AIKIDO ROCK

Aduh, sakit perut ku

hayooo, hayooo, hayooo....perut aku sakit...tetiba je sakit....padahal aku baru je mkn tgh hari...aku pun tak tau apa puncanya...salah mkn ke, makanan beracun ke, mkn lambat ke, gastrik ke apa ke...hmmm, pedih betul perut...menyucuk2...keji la keji...
so, spjg hari ni, aku tido je...utk hilangkan rasa pedih perut...mesti sbb mkn lambat, so, walaupun aku dah kn...still pedih perut disebabkan oleh angin dah masuk awal2...adoi la adoi

Perkelahan di Ulu Chepor

ari ni, perkelahan di ulu chepor...ahli rombongan adalah sohnen, apau, katong, sia, fifi, huda dan chom....hadzwan tak dpt nak join sbb dia ada games...games sempena minggu kemerdekaan....plan nak gi kol 10...tapi tup2...kol 12 tgh hari gak baru nak gerak....hayoo...tapi bestla gi ulu chepor...naik kat tingkat2 atas sana...tmpt dia cantik...sbb port tu mcm kwsn kolam...air pun sejuk dan tak cetek sgt, tak dlm sgt...just nice....dah abis mandi gi ipoh tgk wayang, AKU NO 1...cite dia klakar la...mls aku nak menulis sbb aku dah ngantuk

Test CPIC mcm lahanat

hayoo hayooo hayooo....test CPIC mcm lahanat....study atau tak study sama je....mmg tak boleh buat....susah nak mmapos...aku pun tak paham apa yg lecturer ajar...lite lite je paham....dahla jarang gi class(heheheh). nampaknya, lps mid term break ni, kena struggle la...next week pun...byk test dan assignment nak kena anta....hayooo, aku dok bebel kat sana....lupa plak yg aku tak anta lagi assignment CPIC lahanat ni!!!

Saat pertama ke aikido

well, dah berhari hari aku tak update blog ni, disebabkan oleh ketiadaan internet kat hostel ni....so, aku nak citer apa yg berlaku....aku baru je join aikido...last wednesday is my first class...hayooo, sakit2 belakang aku dan juga otot otot aku... dah lama tak bersenam dan bersukan....sekali beraikido, terus rasa macam nak patah tulang jadinya....lompat sana, lompat sini, bengkok badan sana sini, merangkak la...pendek kata, pelbagai aksi dan gaya la aku buat...letih jugak....ala ala semput jugakla aku....tapi, aku seronok dan best masuk aikido....happy je kelas ni...plg kurang, aku bolehla kilatkan balik, muscles aku ni....ahad depan, ada second class pulak...kiranya, 2 minggu sekali la kelas dia....tak sabar sabar aku nak ke class...dpt menyihatkan diri dan jugak dpt scan adik adik cando~~~

Kesedihan menyelubungi

Aku sedih...sungguh sedih pada hari ni dan tika ini....i dont know if I should express my sadness here....but where I should go ? Only here, in my own blog, i can express my feeling....if my love is here...i wont write my sadness here.....it is better to share this sadness with my love....but distance always make feel bad and lonely....i dont know why we should have some double standard judgement on people. Why we must have that ? You must know them before you can make any judgement or comparison with others...Setulus ikhlas di hati barulah timbul rasa percaya dan tiada kesangsian dan keraguan bersarang di hujung kalbu....Hipokrit berada di mana mana saja....yes, aku pun hipokrit....so i wont say a word about other who is in the circle of hipocracy...tapi, mmg aku rasa sedih, terkejut dan kecewa....but ianya tidakla perlu diperbesarkan...shit always happened and i already get used to it...but this time, it's hard for me to accept....i dont know why. Mungkin itu bukanlah sesuatu yang aku jangkakan akan keluar dari hatinya...Tryin to be nice and honest but also make me hurt...Mungkin sbb aku berzodiak cancer, so i take this thing too seriously and too sensitive about that....Well, my love is always there to comfort me, make me happy and ease my pain....always there to pampered me with love and passion....I told my love everything wut happened...coz my love wanna know...although is just a small matter...but the way my love treats me....make me rejoice again....i hope my love will here, besides me....and just say I LOVE YOU....anytime when i wanna hear



who is he ?

plan sepanjang minggu ini

plan apa tu ? plan nak jogging pagi dan petang....tapi hari ni, plan tu dah gagal..mana taknya, bgn pagi pun pukul 9, camne nak lari ? kelas pulak pukul 10....takpela, petang ni la jogging....tapi, aku takut aku mls je....bila dah balik bilik lps abis klas...dah pakai boxer, dan berbaring atas katil...mesti mau tido je...last2 plan hanya tinggal plan je...heheheh...apsal beria ia sgt nak jogging ni ? sbb, aku nak nampak lagi solid molid...biar semua org terpikat tgk aku...ahahaha...amat berangan!!aku nak gi mandi dan bersiap siap ke klas...nnt ada pulak, aku ponteng kelas math3 yang repeat berkali kali ni...chow~~

Bosan dan bercelaru

jam sudah menunjukkan hampir pukul 3 pagi tapi aku masih lagi belum melelapkan mata....mata tak mengantuk...mungkin sbb bangun tido lewat semalam....esok, aku ada kelas jam 10 pagi...so, bolehla tido lewat...buakn baut apa pun....termenung dan berangan je...study ? cam hampeh...tak sentuh buku langsung hari ni...sekarang ni byk sgt benda aku fikir...study yg tak abis abis...job lps grad...nak beli rumah sendiri, nak beli kereta sendiri...simpanan pun tak byk mana...lagi la mau berangan...teman hidup...i dont want to think about that yet....menyusahkan aku je nanti....nak tanggung anak orang, diri sendiri pun tak tertanggung....maybe when i reach 35, i will think about that...or maybe after i have good job, my own house, my own car and savings yg byk...serta dapat bg duit kat parents bulan bulan....barula aku nak fikir pasal marriage...will i get married ? i dont know and i dont think so...for the time being la...but, if i have someone who loves me, cares for me, understands me...i will think to get involved in a relationship but not a marriage yet...of coz, i wanna someone who have big pocket, good job dan yang paling penting....mestilah someone yg romantic and can share problems with me....for your info...aku ni seorang yang manja...yeke ?

i'm a new comer

hello, everybody.....inilah pertama kali aku menulis di sini...my very own blog...semua org ada blog...aku pun nak jugak...mana boleh kalah ngan org lain....heheheh. Aku pun tak tahu nak tulis apa....saat saat pertama ni, amat kelu untukku berbicara....maybe, i can share my thoughts, feeling and experiences with others in this blog. I'm sorry if my own is not as interesting as any other blogs....anyway, i created this blog just for my own satisfaction...i dont care wut people say...becoz this is my blog...heheheh...sayonara~~